växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells of old  coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know how  i  let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes  shape a  lot. right now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want  to,  can i make 
 it  feel like there  is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i make it  feel like  it 
              doesn't matter?