växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know  how  i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape  a lot.  right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception  of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want to,  can  i make 
 it feel  like there  is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  - can i make it feel like  it 
             doesn't matter?