ketamine, ket, "horse tranquilizer"      ,       
                                                      ,       
 ,         &                                      ¤           
           @#~-»~~-«-~-=««-~~-~~=~~-«-~~~~-=«-~»-££           
           #                                      @           
                                                              
           still unknown to  me, other than through           
              dreams*. apparently made for making             
           holes. they may be  dark and monochrome.           
                        they may not.                   ,     
    §                                                         
           white  powder,  dosed  by  way  of  key?           
                                                              
           @                                      &           
           &#«==~««»=«-»»=«==~-«~~»-««»«-»~«-~=-~@&           
           @                                      §           
                                                           ^  
           *a  red  cylinder,  wide  as  a  finger.           
    ,           glossy freckled ceramics, with                
               something organic inside, being                
           corrupted  before your eyes - turning to           
           ash,  but  there's no flame. you hold it           
           up to  your  nose, suck  it  in  with  a           
           sharp  inhale.  exit  to   the  balcony.           
    .                                                         
 ,         here  on  the fifth floor,  with  a view     ^     
           over  the  parking  lot,  things   start           
                 folding into each other, like            ,   
            collapsing a cardboard box. dimensions            
              becoming flat and adjacent. pressed          ^  
       .   into  each other.  creases are flattened           
           out, distances  disappear,  the world is           
           mangled  down  to  two  dimensions.  and           
 ¨         suddenly  light  falls  on  the edge  of           
           everything rather than  the surface:  it    :      
                  all goes completely dark.