jwh zero eighteen (cannabinoid drug)
third report
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.##...###. i felt the all too familiar ...#.....#
.###..#.## constriction of everything, the ....#.....
.#.##...## vividness of sound and colors, and the .....#....
...###..#. narrowed attention span. ......#...
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.....###.. here it comes, i thought. ........#.
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#......### some birds tweeted and the sound ..........
.#.....#.# reverberated in my head, seemingly ..........
..#......# "behind" all other sound, like when you ..........
...#.....# daydream and see what you imagine ..........
....#..... clearer than what you look at. ..........
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......#... as i walked toward my bike i noticed #.........
.......#.. that there was a strange humming sound ##........
........#. going on, a dark, metallic, drone-like .##.......
.........# monotone thing coming from seemingly .###......
.......... all directions, acting as a backdrop .#.##.....
.......... for all other sound. ...###....
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.......... as i rode toward my house i understood ##...###..
.......... that this hum was in the other "sound .##..#.##.
.......... space" as well. .###...###
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##........ (i recorded myself singing in tune with ...###...#
.##....... the sound, so i could find it on the ...#.##..#
.###...... piano later. it was a g sharp). .....###..
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.......,~: things lost all sense of proportion; :~,.......
......,~:= when i looked at them they would fill =:~,......
.....,~:=$ my entire vision, and without anything $=:~,.....
....,~:=$# changing visually they would oscillate #$=:~,....
...,~:=$## between being percieved as very small ##$=:~,...
..,~:=$### or enourmously big. ###$=:~,..
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..,~:=$### in the middle of the day in a forest ###$=:~,..
...,~:=$## with nobody around, i got struck by ##$=:~,...
....,~:=$# fear and climbed a great height. my #$=:~,....
.....,~:=$ inner organs were tugged by a second $=:~,.....
......,~:= gravity. this made me feel very ill, =:~,......
.......,~: but it lessened if i complied and :~,.......
........,~ lunged my body in the felt direction. ~,........
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.......... this is when i found a dark orb ..........
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