växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know  how i  let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a  lot. right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid? if  i  really want to, can i make 
 it  feel like  there is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important  - can  i make it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?