växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know  how i  let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape  a lot. right  now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid? if  i  really want to, can i make 
 it  feel  like  there is  enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can  i make  it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?