växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know  how  i let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape a  lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception  of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i  really want  to, can i make 
 it feel  like  there  is  enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i make  it  feel like it 
             doesn't matter?