växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know how  i  let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted glasses.  the  room 
 changes  shape a lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception  of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want to,  can i make 
 it  feel  like there  is  enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i  make  it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?