växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells  of old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know how  i let it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes  shape a lot. right now  there's 
 a   blue   sofa  with  yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid? if i really  want to,  can i make 
 it  feel  like  there is  enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i make it  feel like  it 
             doesn't matter?