some kind of fever dream where      
 everything is  politics and a  gun fight 
             simultaneously.              
                                          
 we  have  weapons  that  deal  damage to 
 ourselves, or no  damage, according to a 
 weird  system  i  never  understand, and 
 the whole  dream  is  about wanting to 
 understand,  it's very  pressing, it's a 
      physical feeling, that i don't      
                understand