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..,~**%&@# * in my dream i am    * and i had smoked #@&%**~,..
...,~**%&@ * in my parents house * a blunt for good @&%**~,...
....,~**%& #~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~# measure, before  &%**~,....
.....,~**% i went down in the basement where i got  %**~,.....
....,~**%& this great idea where i was going to     &%**~,....
...,~**%&@ carve a pattern in my forehead, really   @&%**~,...
..,~**%&@# just destroy it with a knife             #@&%**~,..
.,~**%&@##   :w                                     ##@&%**~,.
..,~**%&@# my first instinct is that it's never     #@&%**~,..
...,~**%&@ going to work - but then i realize i     @&%**~,...
....,~**%& can just tape it over later. so i do     &%**~,....
.....,~**% it, but i accidentally touch my heart    %**~,.....
....,~**%& with the knife and it gives me a panic   &%**~,....
...,~**%&@ attack,                                  @&%**~,...
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.,~**%&@## my whole field of vision is flickering   ##@&%**~,.
..,~**%&@# and so i make chamomile tea, but the     #@&%**~,..
...,~**%&@ panic's too strong and i panic out in    @&%**~,...
....,~**%& the garden.                              &%**~,....
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....,~**%& in the garden are two furry tigers, and  &%**~,....
...,~**%&@ i jump into their embrace but they're    @&%**~,...
..,~**%&@# kinda tired of my shit and just drop me  #@&%**~,..
.,~**%&@## on the grass                             ##@&%**~,.
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