växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know how  i let  it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted glasses.  the  room 
 changes shape a lot. right  now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are revolving  around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid? if i  really  want to, can i make 
 it feel like  there  is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  - can i make  it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?