växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know how  i let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i  really want to, can  i make 
 it  feel like  there is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important -  can  i make it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?