växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells  of old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know how  i  let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted glasses.  the  room 
 changes  shape a lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid? if i  really want to, can  i make 
 it  feel  like  there  is enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i make it feel  like  it 
             doesn't matter?