växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't know how  i  let  it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape a  lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts  are revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want to, can i  make 
 it  feel  like there is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i  make it feel like  it 
             doesn't matter?