växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know how  i let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses.  the room 
 changes  shape a  lot. right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception  of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i  really  want to, can i make 
 it  feel  like there is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can  i make it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?