växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know how i  let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape a lot.  right now  there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are revolving  around  time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i  really want to, can i  make 
 it  feel like there  is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can  i make it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?