växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know how i let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes  shape a lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid? if i really want to,  can  i make 
 it feel  like  there  is  enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  - can i make it  feel like it 
             doesn't matter?