växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know how i  let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes  shape a  lot. right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid?  if i really  want to, can i make 
 it feel  like  there is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i make it  feel like  it 
             doesn't matter?