växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells  of old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know  how i let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes  shape a lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving around  time, 
 and the perception  of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want  to, can i  make 
 it  feel like  there  is enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i make  it feel like  it 
              doesn't matter?