växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know how  i  let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted glasses.  the  room 
 changes shape a  lot.  right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid?  if i really want to, can i  make 
 it  feel like there  is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important -  can i make it  feel like it 
              doesn't matter?