växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know  how i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape a  lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with   yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid? if  i really  want to, can i make 
 it feel  like  there is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can i make it feel  like it 
              doesn't matter?