växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know  how  i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes  shape  a lot. right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving  around time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want to, can i  make 
 it  feel  like there  is enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important  - can  i make it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?