växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells  of old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't know  how  i let  it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes  shape  a lot. right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts  are revolving around time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if i really  want to, can i make 
 it  feel like  there is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i  make it feel like  it 
              doesn't matter?