växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't know how  i  let  it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a  lot. right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid? if i really want to,  can i  make 
 it  feel  like  there is enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important -  can i make it feel like  it 
             doesn't matter?