växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know how  i  let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape  a lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want to, can i  make 
 it  feel  like  there  is  enough of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can  i make  it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?