växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't  know how i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses. the  room 
 changes shape  a  lot. right now there's 
 a   blue   sofa  with  yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts  are revolving around time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want to, can  i  make 
 it  feel  like  there  is enough  of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important -  can i make it feel  like it 
             doesn't matter?