växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know  how i  let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape  a lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving around  time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want to,  can i make 
 it feel  like  there  is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can  i  make it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?