växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know how i let  it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape a  lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid? if i really want  to, can  i make 
 it feel  like  there  is  enough  of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i make  it feel like  it 
              doesn't matter?