växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know how  i  let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses.  the room 
 changes  shape a lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue   sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid? if  i  really want to, can i make 
 it feel like  there  is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can  i make  it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?