växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know how  i  let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a lot.  right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want  to, can i make 
 it feel  like  there  is enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  - can i make it  feel like it 
             doesn't matter?