växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know  how i let  it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted glasses.  the  room 
 changes shape  a lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid? if i really want to,  can i  make 
 it  feel  like there  is enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  - can i make it feel  like it 
             doesn't matter?