växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't  know how i let it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape  a lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid?  if  i really want to, can i make 
 it feel  like  there  is  enough  of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can  i make it  feel like it 
              doesn't matter?