växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i don't know how  i  let  it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses. the  room 
 changes shape a  lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving  around time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if  i really want to, can i make 
 it  feel  like  there  is enough  of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important -  can i make  it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?