växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know how i let  it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes  shape  a lot. right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving  around time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if i  really want to, can i make 
 it feel  like there  is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can  i make it feel  like it 
              doesn't matter?