växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know how i let  it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a  lot. right now there's 
 a  blue   sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid? if i really  want to, can i  make 
 it  feel  like  there is  enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  - can  i make it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?