växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know how  i  let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape a lot.  right now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid?  if i really want to, can i  make 
 it  feel  like  there  is enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  -  can i make it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?