växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know how  i  let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a  lot. right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid?  if i really want to, can  i make 
 it  feel  like there  is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i make it  feel  like it 
              doesn't matter?