växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know  how i  let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape a  lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts  are revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid? if i really want  to, can i  make 
 it  feel  like  there is  enough  of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can  i make it feel like  it 
             doesn't matter?