växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know  how i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses.  the room 
 changes shape a lot.  right now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid?  if i really want to, can  i make 
 it  feel  like there  is  enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  - can i make it feel  like it 
              doesn't matter?