växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know how i let  it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape  a  lot. right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving  around time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want to, can  i make 
 it  feel  like there  is enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important -  can i make it feel like  it 
              doesn't matter?