växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know how  i let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses.  the room 
 changes shape a lot. right  now  there's 
 a  blue   sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want to, can  i make 
 it  feel  like  there is enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important -  can i  make it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?