växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells of old  coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know how  i let it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape a lot.  right now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving around  time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want to, can i  make 
 it  feel  like there  is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important  -  can i make it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?