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........~=  soothe.dream                            =~........
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.....~=†$&    i find myself using soothing magic.   &$†=~.....
....~=†$&@   this is bad. it's only eleven forty,   @&$†=~....
...~=†$&@#  and i have to stay in the work mill for #@&$†=~...
..~=†$&@##           many hours to come.            ##@&$†=~..
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....~=†$&@     the tricks are always needed come    @&$†=~....
.....~=†$&   evening, to cope, to remain a living   &$†=~.....
......~=†$  being in spite all this, the state of   $†=~......
.......~=†      it... an act of personal quiet      †=~.......
........~=          rebellion, to survive.          =~........
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........~=  but now i've used the magic too early.  =~........
.......~=†  it will wane off and become powerless.  †=~.......
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.....~=†$&       i am religious at sunrise and      &$†=~.....
....~=†$&@   existentialist at sundown. then i go   @&$†=~....
...~=†$&@#  home, my mana wasted on the capricous   #@&$†=~...
..~=†$&@##   pursuits of the enemy, my employer.    ##@&$†=~..
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