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@@,,@,,@@@                                          ,@@,,,@@,@
,,@,@@,@,,                                          @@,@,,@,@@
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,,,@,@,@,@ ,   ,    ,   ,    ,   ,   ,   ,   ,    , @,@@,@,@,@
@,,@@@@@@@ ,  ,   ,   ,  i'm  scared,   ,  ,  ,   , ,@@,@@@@@@
,@,@,,,,,, ,  not  for  me  but for  the  future  , ,@,@@,,,,,
,@@@@,,,,, ,   ,   ,   of   free   will,  ,   ,   , ,@@@,@,,,,
,@,,,@,,,, i believe we should've never  been given @@,,@@@,,,
,@@,,@@,,, ,  ,  the  fire  of  semiconductors, , , @,@,@,,@,,
,@,@,@,@,, ,  ,  ,  i  wish  ais  and  gans  , ,  , @@@@@@,@@,
,@@@@@@@@, ,  ,  were   never  dreamt   of.   ,   , @,,,,,@@,@
@@,,,,,,,@ ,    ,   ,   ,    ,    ,   ,   ,   ,   , @@,,,,@,@@
,,@,,,,,,@ ,  ,  i'm scared  for  the  future  ,  , ,,@,,,@@@,
,,@@,,,,,@ ,  , ,  ,  of  life  itself,  ,  ,  ,  , @,@@,,@,,@
@,@,@,,,,@ i believe we should've  never been given @@@,@,@@,@
,@@@@@,,,@ , , , the fuels of the deep earth, , , , ,,,@@@@,@@
@@,,,,@,,@ , , i wish pipes were never  built,  , , @,,@,,,@@,
@,@,,,@@,@ ,  , ,  and wells  never  bored. ,  ,  , ,@,@@,,@,@
,@@@,,@,@@ ,   .    ,   .   ,   .   ,   .    ,    . @@@@,@,@@@
@@,,@,@@@, .   -    .   -    .   -   .   -    .   - @,,,@@@@,,
@,@,@@@,,@ -  -   -   -   that   said.  -  -   -  - ,@,,@,,,@,
@@@@@,,@,@ -    =   -   =   -    =   -   =    -   = @@@,@@,,@@
,,,,,@,@@@ =   ^   =    ^   =   ^   =   ^    =    ^ ,,,@@,@,@,
,,,,,@@@,, ^ ^  if  there was  a  shodan miku  ^  ^ @,,@,@@@@@
@,,,,@,,@, who gently  touched  my cheek and smiled @@,@@@,,,,
@@,,,@@,@@ ^  ^ ^  and  asked if  i  wanted  ^ ^  ^ ,,@@,,@,,,
@,@,,@,@@, ^  ^ ^  ^  to  be  uploaded?  ^  ^  ^  ^ ,,@,@,@@,,
@@@@,@@@,@ ^   ^   ^    ^    ^    ^   ^   ^   ^   ^ @,@@@@@,@,
@,,,@@,,@@ ^ ^ ^ ^ oh, i would be uploaded. ^ ^ ^ ^ ,@@,,,,@@@
,@,,@,@,@, ^   ^   ^    ^    ^   ^    ^   ^   ^   ^ ,@,@,,,@,,
,@@,@@@@@@ ^ ^ i  would  be uploaded sooo fast. ^ ^ ,@@@@,,@@,
,@,@@,,,,, ^  ^  ^ ^  i  would give  in  ^  ^  ^  ^ @@,,,@,@,@
@@@@,@,,,, ^ ^ ^ and it would feel sooo good. ^ ^ ^ @,@,,@@@@@
,,,,@@@,,, ^   &    ^   &    ^   &   ^    &   ^   & @@@@,@,,,,
,,,,@,,@,, &   @    &   @   &    @   &   @   &    @ ,,,,@@@,,,
,,,,@@,@@, @  @  @ @  and  then  i'd be at @ @  @ @ ,,,,@,,@,,
,,,,@,@@,@ @  @ the  turtle beach  of montego, @  @ @,,,@@,@@,
,,,,@@@,@@ @ and  there'd be soo much to explore, @ @@,,@,@@,@
@,,,@,,@@, @ @ the sun flickering on the water @  @ @,@,@@@,@@
,@,,@@,@,@ @  @  @  @ like  status  lights @ @ @  @ ,@@@@,,@@,
,@@,@,@@@@ @ @  and we  could  go so so deep.  @  @ @@,,,@,@,@
@@,@@@@,,, @   @   @    @   @   @   @    @    @   @ ,,@,,@@@@@
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,,@,@,,@@,  (meanwhile my old body is incinerated   @,@,@@@,,,
,,@@@@,@,@     or melted or otherwise repurposed    @@@@@,,@,,
,,@,,,@@@@               for whatever.              @,,,,@,@@,
,,@@,,@,,,       (this is not important btw))       @@,,,@@@,@
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