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..&&&....& WINDS ESKER &&&.......
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.&&&&&&&.. THERE WAS THIS PLACE THAT FOR TWO YEARS ..&&..&&&.
..&&&&&... I COULDN'T GO TO. REGARDLESS HOW MUCH .......&..
&..&&&..&& DISCUSSED WITH OTHERS, OR POINTED OUT &&&&&&...&
....&..... ON MAPS, I COULD NOT THINK OF IT WHEN .&&&&..&..
&&&...&&&& ALONE. I WOULD OFTEN TRAVEL PAST THE ..&&.....&
&&..&..&&& FORK, WHERE A RIGHT TURN WOULD SURELY .....&&&..
........&& TAKE ME THERE, BUT EVEN THEN, SOMETHING &&&&..&...
&&&&&&&..& KEPT ME AWAY. .&&.....&&
&&&&&&.... ....&&&..&
&&&&&..&&& WHEN I FINALLY GOT THERE, AFTER SOME &&&..&....
.&&&....&& HEAVY SUBCONSCIOUS BATTLE I MUST &&.....&&.
..&..&&... ASSUME, THE PLACE WAS SURREAL. AN ...&&&....
&.......&& ESKER, LIKE A NEEDLE-THIN RIFT OUT IN &&..&..&&&
..&&&&&... THE LAKE, BUT TEN METERS HIGH AND &.......&&
...&&&..&& ADORNED IN BIRCH, WILLOW, BRACKEN, AND ..&&&&&...
&&..&....& BLUEBERRIES. &..&&&..&&
&.....&&.. ....&....&
..&&&....& WALKING ATOP THAT SPINE, I CAME TO .&&...&&..
&..&..&&.. NOTICE THE VIEW TO EITHER SIDE. THERE ....&....&
.........& SHOULD BE SHORES, OF COURSE, BUT I .&&...&&..
&&&&&&&&.. DIDN'T RECOGNIZE THEM. FIRST OFF, THEY ....&....&
&&&&&&&... WERE MUCH TOO CLOSE, AS THE LAKE SHOULD .&&...&&..
.&&&&&..&& STRETCH FOR A HUNDRED METERS MORE ON ....&.....
..&&&....& BOTH SIDES. BUT NOW I FELT I COULD &&&...&&&&
...&..&&.. ALMOST REACH OUT AND TOUCH THEM. AND &&..&..&&.
&&........ THEN, WHEN I REALIZED WHICH SHORES THEY ..........
...&&&&&&& WERE, I HAD TO STOP. &&&&&&&&&.
&&..&&&&&& &&&&&&&&..
.....&&&&& THEY WERE OF THE RIGHT LAKE. BUT THIS &&&&&&&...
&&&&..&&&. LAKE IS LARGE, FRACTURED, AND &&&&&&..&&
&&&....&.. BIPARTITE. LIKE A PAIR OF LUNGS CARVED &&&&&....&
&&..&&.... INTO THE GRANITE, AND WITH NO LESS THAN &&&&..&&..
.......&&& FIVE COMMUNITIES ANCHORED AT VARIOUS .&&.......
&&&&&&..&& POINTS. AND SO, STUDYING THESE ....&&&&&&
&&&&&....& IMPOSSIBLY CLOSE SHORES, I SLOWLY &&&..&&&&&
&&&&..&&.. UNDERSTOOD THEM AS BELONGING MANY MILES &&....&&&&
&&&....... AWAY. &..&&..&&&
&&..&&&&&& ........&&
&....&&&&& I EXAMINED THE RIDGE, THE TREELINE .&&&&&&..&
..&&..&&&. ABOVE. WAS THIS WHAT YOU SAW OPPOSITE, ..&&&&....
&......&.. FROM THOSE OTHER SHORES? I COULDN'T ...&&..&&&
..&&&&...& REMEMBER. &&......&&
...&&..&.. ...&&&&...
&&.......& CARRYING FORWARD, ON THE VERY TIP OF &&..&&..&&
&..&&&&&.. THE ESKER, I FOUND THE RUINS OF SOME &........&
....&&&..& OLD BUILDING. THERE WERE OVERGROWN ..&&&&&&..
&&&..&.... MARBLE STAIRCASES, STONE FLOORS BENEATH &..&&&&..&
&&.....&&& THE MOSS, AND STRANGE SLABS INSERTED ....&&....
...&&&..&& INTO THE SLOPE LIKE DAMS AGAINST THE .&&....&&.
&&..&....& GROUND ITSELF. ....&&....
......&&.. .&&....&&.
&&&&&....& SITTING THERE, I COULD SEE ACROSS THE ....&&....
.&&&..&&.. NARROWED LAKE MY ENTIRE PATH TO WHERE I .&&....&&.
..&......& SAT: FROM THE STAIRWELL OF MY HOUSE, ....&&....
&...&&&&.. THROUGH THE OLD WOODS BEHIND THE TILE &&&....&&&
..&..&&..& FACTORY, THE BRIDGE OVER ROUTE &&..&&..&&
.......... TWENTY THREE AND THEN BACK UNDER IT, ..........
&&&&&&&&&& THROUGH THE FANCY VILLAS, OVER THE &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& FIELDS, AND THEN THAT RIGHT TURN AT THE &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& FORK. &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& AND THEN THE STAIRS UP ON THE RIDGE. &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& THINKING BACK, THIS WAS PROBABLY IT. &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& HIDDEN IN A GROVE, THERE WERE STAIRS &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& MUCH LIKE THE ONES I CURRENTLY SAT ON, &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& OLD AND WORN DOWN, THAT LEAD YOU UP &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& ONTO THE ESKER. THE POINT OF ENTRY. HAD &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& I INSTED OPTED TO WALK THE PATH AT ITS &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& FOOT, I'M SURE MY EXPERIENCE WOULD'VE &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& BEEN DIFFERENT INDEED. &&&&&&&&&&
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&&&&&&&&&& &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& ON THE LAKE, THERE WERE PEOPLE IN &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& BOATS. I WONDERED, COULD THEY EVEN SEE &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& ME? IF I SHOUTED, WOULD THEY TURN TO &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& STARE RIGHT THROUGH ME? &&&&&&&&&&
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