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##£&%†^=,¨ there was this place that for two years ¨,=^†%&£##
#£%%††^=,¨ i couldn't go to. regardless how much ¨,=^††%%£#
#&&&%†^=,¨ discussed with others, or pointed out ¨,=^†%&&
£%^^=,,¨¨¨ on maps, i could not think of it when ¨¨¨,,=^^%£
##£&%†^=,¨ alone. i would often travel past the ¨,=^†%&£##
£&&%^^==,¨ fork, where a right turn would surely ¨,==^^%&&£
##£&%†^=,¨ take me there, but even then, something ¨,=^†%&£##
&%%^====,¨ kept me away. ¨,====^%%&
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##£&%†^=,¨ when i finally got there, after some ¨,=^†%&£##
###£&%†^=, heavy subconscious battle i must ,=^†%&£###
&%^^,,¨¨¨¨ assume, the place was surreal. an ¨¨¨¨,,^^%&
#£%†==,¨¨¨ esker, like a needle-thin rift out in ¨¨¨,==†%£#
#£&&%†^=,¨ the lake, but ten meters high and ¨,=^†%&&£#
&%%†==¨¨¨¨ adorned in birch, willow, bracken, and ¨¨¨¨==†%%&
#££&%†^=,¨ blueberries. ¨,=^†%&££#
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&&†^,¨¨¨¨¨ walking atop that spine, i came to ¨¨¨¨¨,^†&&
&&%^,,¨¨¨¨ notice the view to either side. there ¨¨¨¨,,^%&&
£&%%^^=¨¨¨ should be shores, of course, but i ¨¨¨=^^%%&£
&†=,¨¨¨¨¨¨ didn't recognize them. first off, they ¨¨¨¨¨¨,=†&
#&&&%†^=,¨ were much too close, as the lake should ¨,=^†%&&
##£&%†^=,¨ stretch for a hundred meters more on ¨,=^†%&£##
##£&%†^=,¨ both sides. but now i felt i could ¨,=^†%&£##
#£%^,¨¨¨¨¨ almost reach out and touch them. and ¨¨¨¨¨,^%£#
&†^,,,¨¨¨¨ then, when i realized which shores they ¨¨¨¨,,,^†&
##£&%†^=,¨ were, i had to stop. ¨,=^†%&£##
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££%††^==,¨ they were of the right lake. but this ¨,==^††%££
##£&%†^=,¨ lake is large, fractured, and ¨,=^†%&£##
#££&%†^=,¨ bipartite. like a pair of lungs carved ¨,=^†%&££#
&††=,,,¨¨¨ into the granite, and with no less than ¨¨¨,,,=††&
&%^=,¨¨¨¨¨ five communities anchored at various ¨¨¨¨¨,=^%&
#&†^^,¨¨¨¨ points. and so, studying these ¨¨¨¨,^^†
£%††=,¨¨¨¨ impossibly close shores, i slowly ¨¨¨¨,=††%£
##£&%†^=,¨ understood them as belonging many miles ¨,=^†%&£##
##£&%†^=,¨ away. ¨,=^†%&£##
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&†^==,¨¨¨¨ i examined the ridge, the treeline ¨¨¨¨,==^†&
###£&%^=,¨ above. was this what you saw opposite, ¨,=^%&£###
##£&%†^=,¨ from those other shores? i couldn't ¨,=^†%&£##
&%†==¨¨¨¨¨ remember. ¨¨¨¨¨==†%&
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##£&%†^=,¨ carrying forward, on the very tip of ¨,=^†%&£##
##£&%†^=,¨ the esker, i found the ruins of some ¨,=^†%&£##
###&%†^=,¨ old building. there were overgrown ¨,=^†%##
£&†^^,,,¨¨ marble staircases, stone floors beneath ¨¨,,,^^†&£
#£%%^,¨¨¨¨ the moss, and strange slabs inserted ¨¨¨¨,^%%£#
£&&&%†^=,¨ into the slope like dams against the ¨,=^†%&&&£
£%%†^^=,¨¨ ground itself. ¨¨,=^^†%%£
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#&†====,,¨ sitting there, i could see across the ¨,,====†
###£&%†=,¨ narrowed lake my entire path to where i ¨,=†%&£###
##£&%†^=,¨ sat: from the stairwell of my house, ¨,=^†%&£##
##£&%†^=,¨ through the old woods behind the tile ¨,=^†%&£##
##£&%†^=,¨ factory, the bridge over route ¨,=^†%&£##
###&%†^=,¨ twenty three and then back under it, ¨,=^†%##
##£&%†^=,¨ through the fancy villas, over the ¨,=^†%&£##
##£&%†^=,¨ fields, and then that right turn at the ¨,=^†%&£##
£&%^,¨¨¨¨¨ fork. ¨¨¨¨¨,^%&£
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£%%^^^,¨¨¨ and then the stairs up on the ridge. ¨¨¨,^^^%%£
#&††^,¨¨¨¨ thinking back, this was probably it. ¨¨¨¨,^††
&%%†=,¨¨¨¨ hidden in a grove, there were stairs ¨¨¨¨,=†%%&
##£&%†^=,¨ much like the ones i currently sat on, ¨,=^†%&£##
###£%†^=,¨ old and worn down, that lead you up ¨,=^†%£###
&%†=¨¨¨¨¨¨ onto the esker. the point of entry. had ¨¨¨¨¨¨=†%&
#&%%%†^=,¨ i insted opted to walk the path at its ¨,=^†%%%
##£&%†^=,¨ foot, i'm sure my experience would've ¨,=^†%&£##
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##£&%†^=,¨ on the lake, there were people in ¨,=^†%&£##
&%%^=,¨¨¨¨ boats. i wondered, could they even see ¨¨¨¨,=^%%&
#&†=,¨¨¨¨¨ me? if i shouted, would they turn to ¨¨¨¨¨,=†
&†=,¨¨¨¨¨¨ stare right through me? ¨¨¨¨¨¨,=†&
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