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,.~:%£## there was this place that for two years ##£#&%:~.,
,.~:%£## i couldn't go to. regardless how much ##£#&%:~.,
,.~:%##£ discussed with others, or pointed out £###&%:~.,
,,,,~%&£ on maps, i could not think of it when £#&&%~,,,,
,.~:%£££ alone. i would often travel past the £££#&%:~.,
,.~:%### fork, where a right turn would surely ####&%:~.,
,,,,,,~:&£ take me there, but even then, something £&:~,,,,,,
,.:%£### kept me away. ###£#&%:.,
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,.~:%#£### when i finally got there, after some ###£#%:~.,
,.~:%£## heavy subconscious battle i must ##£#&%:~.,
,.~:%£## assume, the place was surreal. an ##£#&%:~.,
,.~:%### esker, like a needle-thin rift out in ####&%:~.,
,.~:%£## the lake, but ten meters high and ##£#&%:~.,
,,,.~:&&£# adorned in birch, willow, bracken, and #£&&:~.,,,
,.~:%£## blueberries. ##£#&%:~.,
,.~:%£## ##£#&%:~.,
,....~%% walking atop that spine, i came to #&%%~....,
,,,.~%%%%# notice the view to either side. there #%%%%~.,,,
,,,,,.~: should be shores, of course, but i #&:~.,,,,,
,.~:%£## didn't recognize them. first off, they ##£#&%:~.,
,,,,,,~:&£ were much too close, as the lake should £&:~,,,,,,
,.~:%### stretch for a hundred meters more on ####&%:~.,
,.~:%£## both sides. but now i felt i could ##£#&%:~.,
,.~:%£## almost reach out and touch them. and ##£#&%:~.,
,.~:::%£ then, when i realized which shores they £#&%:::~.,
,..~~~~% were, i had to stop. #&%~~~~..,
,.~:%&£# #£#&&%:~.,
,,,,.~::&£ they were of the right lake. but this £&::~.,,,,
,,,,,.:%## lake is large, fractured, and ##%:.,,,,,
,,,,,~~~%# bipartite. like a pair of lungs carved #%~~~,,,,,
,.~:%£## into the granite, and with no less than ##£#&%:~.,
,.~:%£## five communities anchored at various ##£#&%:~.,
,,,,,.:%%# points. and so, studying these #%%:.,,,,,
,,,,,,~%#£ impossibly close shores, i slowly £#%~,,,,,,
,.~:%£## understood them as belonging many miles ##£#&%:~.,
,.~:::%£ away. £#&%:::~.,
,.~:%£## ##£#&%:~.,
,,,..~%##£ i examined the ridge, the treeline £##%~..,,,
,.~:%£## above. was this what you saw opposite, ##£#&%:~.,
,.~:%£## from those other shores? i couldn't ##£#&%:~.,
,.~:%£## remember. ##£#&%:~.,
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,.~:%&£### carrying forward, on the very tip of ###£&%:~.,
,.~:%££# the esker, i found the ruins of some #££#&%:~.,
,.~:%£## old building. there were overgrown ##£#&%:~.,
,.~:%£## marble staircases, stone floors beneath ##£#&%:~.,
,.~:%£## the moss, and strange slabs inserted ##£#&%:~.,
,,,,..:& into the slope like dams against the #&&:..,,,,
,.~:%%%&££ ground itself. ££&%%%:~.,
,.~:%£## ##£#&%:~.,
,.~:%£££ sitting there, i could see across the £££#&%:~.,
,,,,,.:# narrowed lake my entire path to where i ##&:.,,,,,
,.~:%£## sat: from the stairwell of my house, ##£#&%:~.,
,.~:%£## through the old woods behind the tile ##£#&%:~.,
,,,,,.~% factory, the bridge over route #&%~.,,,,,
,,,,,,.~%# twenty three and then back under it, #%~.,,,,,,
,,,,.::%## through the fancy villas, over the ##%::.,,,,
,..~:%&&£# fields, and then that right turn at the #£&&%:~..,
,.~:%£## fork. ##£#&%:~.,
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,.~:%#£# and then the stairs up on the ridge. #£##&%:~.,
,....~%#£# thinking back, this was probably it. #£#%~....,
,.~:%£## hidden in a grove, there were stairs ##£#&%:~.,
,.~:%£## much like the ones i currently sat on, ##£#&%:~.,
,,,.~%%%## old and worn down, that lead you up ##%%%~.,,,
,,,,.:%#£# onto the esker. the point of entry. had #£#%:.,,,,
,,,,,~%% i insted opted to walk the path at its #&%%~,,,,,
,.~:::&&££ foot, i'm sure my experience would've ££&&:::~.,
,.~:%£## been different indeed. ##£#&%:~.,
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,.~:%£## on the lake, there were people in ##£#&%:~.,
,,,,,~:: boats. i wondered, could they even see #&::~,,,,,
,.~:%£## me? if i shouted, would they turn to ##£#&%:~.,
,,,,,.:£ stare right through me? £#&:.,,,,,
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