&&¨&¨¨&&¨¨ ¨¨¨¨&&¨&¨¨
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& ¨¨¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& ¨¨&&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& &&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& WINDS ESKER ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& »»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»» &&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& THERE WAS THIS PLACE THAT FOR TWO YEARS &&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& I COULDN'T GO TO. REGARDLESS HOW MUCH ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& DISCUSSED WITH OTHERS, OR POINTED OUT &&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& ON MAPS, I COULD NOT THINK OF IT WHEN ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& ALONE. I WOULD OFTEN TRAVEL PAST THE &&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& FORK, WHERE A RIGHT TURN WOULD SURELY ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& TAKE ME THERE, BUT EVEN THEN, SOMETHING &&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& KEPT ME AWAY. ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& &&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& WHEN I FINALLY GOT THERE, AFTER SOME ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& HEAVY SUBCONSCIOUS BATTLE I MUST &&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& ASSUME, THE PLACE WAS SURREAL. AN ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& ESKER, LIKE A NEEDLE-THIN RIFT OUT IN &&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& THE LAKE, BUT TEN METERS HIGH AND ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& ADORNED IN BIRCH, WILLOW, BRACKEN, AND &&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& BLUEBERRIES. ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& &&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& WALKING ATOP THAT SPINE, I CAME TO ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& NOTICE THE VIEW TO EITHER SIDE. THERE &&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& SHOULD BE SHORES, OF COURSE, BUT I ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& DIDN'T RECOGNIZE THEM. FIRST OFF, THEY &&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& WERE MUCH TOO CLOSE, AS THE LAKE SHOULD ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& STRETCH FOR A HUNDRED METERS MORE ON &&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& BOTH SIDES. BUT NOW I FELT I COULD ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& ALMOST REACH OUT AND TOUCH THEM. AND &&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& THEN, WHEN I REALIZED WHICH SHORES THEY ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& WERE, I HAD TO STOP. &&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& THEY WERE OF THE RIGHT LAKE. BUT THIS &&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& LAKE IS LARGE, FRACTURED, AND ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& BIPARTITE. LIKE A PAIR OF LUNGS CARVED &&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& INTO THE GRANITE, AND WITH NO LESS THAN ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& FIVE COMMUNITIES ANCHORED AT VARIOUS &&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& POINTS. AND SO, STUDYING THESE ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& IMPOSSIBLY CLOSE SHORES, I SLOWLY &&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& UNDERSTOOD THEM AS BELONGING MANY MILES ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& AWAY. &&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& I EXAMINED THE RIDGE, THE TREELINE &&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& ABOVE. WAS THIS WHAT YOU SAW OPPOSITE, ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& FROM THOSE OTHER SHORES? I COULDN'T &&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& REMEMBER. ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& &&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& CARRYING FORWARD, ON THE VERY TIP OF ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& THE ESKER, I FOUND THE RUINS OF SOME &&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& OLD BUILDING. THERE WERE OVERGROWN ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& MARBLE STAIRCASES, STONE FLOORS BENEATH &&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& THE MOSS, AND STRANGE SLABS INSERTED ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& INTO THE SLOPE LIKE DAMS AGAINST THE &&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& GROUND ITSELF. ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& &&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& SITTING THERE, I COULD SEE ACROSS THE ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& NARROWED LAKE MY ENTIRE PATH TO WHERE I &&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& SAT: FROM THE STAIRWELL OF MY HOUSE, ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& THROUGH THE OLD WOODS BEHIND THE TILE &&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& FACTORY, THE BRIDGE OVER ROUTE ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& TWENTY THREE AND THEN BACK UNDER IT, &&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& THROUGH THE FANCY VILLAS, OVER THE ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& FIELDS, AND THEN THAT RIGHT TURN AT THE &&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& FORK. ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& &&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& AND THEN THE STAIRS UP ON THE RIDGE. ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& THINKING BACK, THIS WAS PROBABLY IT. &&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& HIDDEN IN A GROVE, THERE WERE STAIRS ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& MUCH LIKE THE ONES I CURRENTLY SAT ON, &&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& OLD AND WORN DOWN, THAT LEAD YOU UP ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& ONTO THE ESKER. THE POINT OF ENTRY. HAD &&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& I INSTED OPTED TO WALK THE PATH AT ITS ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& FOOT, I'M SURE MY EXPERIENCE WOULD'VE &&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& BEEN DIFFERENT INDEED. ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& &&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& »»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»» ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& &&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& ON THE LAKE, THERE WERE PEOPLE IN ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& BOATS. I WONDERED, COULD THEY EVEN SEE &&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& ME? IF I SHOUTED, WOULD THEY TURN TO ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& STARE RIGHT THROUGH ME? &&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& &&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& &&¨&¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& ¨&¨&¨&¨&¨&