all  i want  is eternal bliss?  all 
 i  want  is  total  euphoria,  and  then 
 sleep.     all  i  want  is  to  be 
 strapped   to   a   hostpital  bed   and 
 injected  with  all  kinds  of  poisons. 
    gutter   snakes,  ground  snakes 
   i'm  on  an astral plane,  slowly 
 sinking  into  the earth's embrace  
 the  snakes like  waves  over  me   
 muffled  sound,  like  faraway  cars  in 
 rain  eyelids closing   all  i 
 want  is to be strapped  to a chair, and 
 have wolf blood forcibly pumped into  me 
   i want  to be healed  by an angel 
 or                a                demon