växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know how i  let  it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear  yellow tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape a lot.  right now  there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are revolving  around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want to,  can i make 
 it  feel  like  there  is enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  - can i  make it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?