växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know how  i  let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes  shape a lot.  right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want to,  can i  make 
 it  feel  like  there  is  enough of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  - can  i make it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?