växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells of old  coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know  how i  let it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape a lot. right  now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with   yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid? if i really want  to,  can i make 
 it  feel like  there  is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i  make it feel  like it 
              doesn't matter?