växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know how i let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape a lot. right  now  there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want to, can i  make 
 it  feel like  there  is  enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i make  it feel  like it 
             doesn't matter?