växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells  of old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know  how i let it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape a  lot. right now  there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts  are revolving around time, 
 and the perception  of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i  really  want to, can i make 
 it feel  like  there is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can  i make it feel like  it 
              doesn't matter?