växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know how  i  let it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape a  lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want  to,  can i make 
 it  feel like  there  is enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i make it  feel  like it 
              doesn't matter?