växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know  how  i let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses.  the room 
 changes shape  a  lot. right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception  of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i  really want to,  can i make 
 it feel  like  there  is  enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i make  it feel like  it 
              doesn't matter?