växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know how i  let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses. the  room 
 changes shape a  lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception  of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want  to,  can i make 
 it feel  like  there  is  enough  of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important  - can i make  it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?