växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells  of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know how i  let  it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape a  lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception  of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want to,  can  i make 
 it  feel like there  is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i make  it feel like  it 
              doesn't matter?