växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know  how i let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape a lot.  right  now there's 
 a   blue   sofa  with  yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want to,  can i make 
 it  feel  like  there  is enough  of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i  make it feel  like it 
             doesn't matter?