växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know how i  let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses.  the room 
 changes shape  a lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue   sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception  of it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if i really want to, can  i make 
 it  feel like  there  is  enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i  make  it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?