växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know how i let  it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses.  the room 
 changes shape a lot.  right now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with   yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving around  time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want to, can  i make 
 it  feel like  there  is  enough  of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important -  can i make it feel  like it 
             doesn't matter?