växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells  of old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't know  how  i let  it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes  shape  a lot. right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving around  time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if i  really want to, can i make 
 it feel like  there  is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i make it feel  like  it 
             doesn't matter?