¨¨¨¨¨^~†*$                                          $*†~^¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨^~†*                                          *†~^¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨^~†                                          †~^¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨^~†*                                          *†~^¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨^~†*$                                          $*†~^¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨^~†*$#                                          #$*†~^¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨^~†*$#@ now, usually  i feel good  (maybe?), but @#$*†~^¨¨¨
¨¨^~†*$#@# this  time of confusion  also  leads  to #@#$*†~^¨¨
¨^~†*$#@## all  analyzes  ending  in "useless" -  i ##@#$*†~^¨
¨¨^~†*$#@# was  being  bothered by  something in  a #@#$*†~^¨¨
¨¨¨^~†*$#@ song or movie  or  book, so i think, how @#$*†~^¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨^~†*$# would  i  have  done  it,  what  is  the #$*†~^¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨^~†*$ purpose  of this  process,  what does it $*†~^¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨^~†* consist of...? and  through the  process *†~^¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨^~† more and  more  pieces falls  off  until †~^¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨^~†*     i'm standing there with nothing.     *†~^¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨^~†*$                                          $*†~^¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨^~†*$# reductionist hell -                      #$*†~^¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨^~†*$#@ i wan't a bottom floor, a concept        @#$*†~^¨¨¨
¨¨^~†*$#@# bedrock, but the deeper i go the more    #@#$*†~^¨¨
¨^~†*$#@## abstract they are, the things, until     ##@#$*†~^¨
¨¨^~†*$#@# they cease to be things at all           #@#$*†~^¨¨
¨¨¨^~†*$#@                                          @#$*†~^¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨^~†*$# are we just stacked triangles? there is  #$*†~^¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨^~†*$ nothing i can do with triangles. they    $*†~^¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨^~†* can not shelter me in any meaningful     *†~^¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨^~† sense.                                   †~^¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨^~†*                                          *†~^¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨^~†*$ and when i can't even anchor myself,     $*†~^¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨^~†*$# when i am nothing but the question, it   #$*†~^¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨^~†*$#@ feels like it can all slip through my    @#$*†~^¨¨¨
¨¨^~†*$#@# fingers... "whoops", and nothing ever    #@#$*†~^¨¨
¨^~†*$#@## was after that.                          ##@#$*†~^¨
¨¨^~†*$#@#                                          #@#$*†~^¨¨
¨¨¨^~†*$#@                                          @#$*†~^¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨^~†*$#                                          #$*†~^¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨^~†*$                                          $*†~^¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨^~†*                                          *†~^¨¨¨¨¨¨