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¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ EVERYTHING IS COMPLETELY CALM AND DEAD §¨§§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ SILENT. IT'S DARK, AND WARM, AND I §¨¨§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ SLOWLY START TO PIECE TOGETHER MY §¨§§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ CONSCIOUSNESS AND MY BODY. §¨¨§¨§¨§¨§
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¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ THEN THE FEAR HITS ME AND I FEEL §¨¨§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ ACUTELY SICK. SOMETHING IS «WRONG«. §¨§§¨§¨§¨§
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¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ ALMOST HOSTILE. I CAN FEEL THEM SQUIRM, §¨§§¨§¨§¨§
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¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ LANGUAGE, SENTENCES I CAN'T HIDE FROM, §¨¨§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ FORCEFULLY TRANSCRIBED IN MY MIND, AND §¨§§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ DOING DAMAGE THERE. §¨¨§¨§¨§¨§
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¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ THEN I REALIZE I CAN'T HEAR ANYTHING §¨¨§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ BECAUSE THERE'S SOMETHING THERE §¨§§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ ALREADY, DRONING EVERYTHING OUT, A §¨¨§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ RAPID MELODY, ALMOST CAUSTIC IN IT'S §¨§§¨§¨§¨§
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¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ ALMOST MOCKING. §¨§§¨§¨§¨§
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¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ I FEEL HELPLESS, BUT I MUST TRY TO §¨§§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ ESCAPE. TO CRAWL ON THE FLOOR SEARCHING §¨¨§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ RELIEF, SUCH IS MY NATURE. TURNING THE §¨§§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ LIGHTS ON DOES NOTHING... GETTING §¨¨§¨§¨§¨§
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¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ DOES NOTING... BUT TIME DOES - AFTER §¨¨§¨§¨§¨§
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¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ DOUBTING ANYTHING OF THIS HAPPENED IN §¨¨§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ THE FIRST PLACE. §¨§§¨§¨§¨§
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¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ MY EYES ARE STILL TENSE THOUGH, SCARED. §¨§§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO MAKE. §¨¨§¨§¨§¨§
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¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ THIS CAN HAPPEN IF YOU WANDER TOO FAR, §¨¨§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ I GUESS? I SHOULDN'T BE SO RECKLESS §¨§§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ WHEN DREAMING? §¨¨§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ I IMAGINE A PRICK ON THE NOSE, THAT'S §¨§§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ WHAT THESE ARE. LIKE YOU DO WITH A CAT §¨¨§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ WHO COMES TO CLOSE TO YOUR SANDWICH... §¨§§¨§¨§¨§
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