jwh zero eighteen (cannabinoid drug)     
 third report                             
  
                                          
                                          
                                          
 i   felt    the    all    too   familiar 
     constriction of everything, the      
 vividness of sound and colors,  and  the 
         narrowed attention span.         
                                          
 here     it     comes,     i    thought. 
                                          
 some   birds  tweeted  and   the   sound 
    reverberated in my head, seemingly    
 "behind" all other sound, like when  you 
 daydream  and  see   what  you   imagine 
 clearer   than   what   you   look   at. 
                                          
 as  i walked  toward  my  bike i noticed 
 that  there was a strange humming  sound 
 going  on, a  dark, metallic, drone-like 
   monotone thing coming from seemingly   
 all  directions, acting  as  a  backdrop 
           for all other sound.           
                                          
 as  i  rode toward my house i understood 
 that this  hum was  in the  other "sound 
              space" as well.             
                                          
 (i recorded myself singing in tune  with 
 the sound, so i  could  find  it  on the 
 piano   later.  it   was  a   g  sharp). 
                                          
                                          
                                          
                                          
                                          
                                          
                                          
 things  lost  all  sense of  proportion; 
 when i  looked at  them they would  fill 
 my  entire vision,  and without anything 
  changing visually they would oscillate  
 between being  percieved  as very  small 
           or enourmously big.            
                                          
 in  the  middle  of  the day in a forest 
 with  nobody  around,  i got  struck  by 
 fear  and  climbed  a  great height.  my 
 inner organs  were  tugged by  a  second 
 gravity.  this made  me feel  very  ill, 
 but  it  lessened  if  i   complied  and 
 lunged  my body  in  the felt direction. 
                                          
 this   is  when   i  found  a   dark orb