maybe i'm born with it!          
     maybe it's cat piss!             
                                      
                                      
                                      
                                      
                              
                paratise                
                paraside                
                paracide                
                            
                                      
              fear of ai is the truth 
         leaking in but still colored 
        by the simulation. in reality 
             the mycelial network has 
    overtaken earth and put us under. 
                it's p. much the matrix 
                                          
 this is why  the collective subconscious 
 works.  similarly,  history  is   always 
 defined  by   what   we  think  it   is. 
                                          
 battle between fungal  species?  are  we 
 too  powerful   and  will   create   the 
 mushroom   again,      inside? 
                                          
 dreams are of  the network. "gateway  to 
 old  earth".  maybe  outer/inner  earth. 
                                          
 in  this  reality  there  are  only  two 
 materials:    "plastic"   and    "fruit" 
     (bassically   inorganic    and     
        organic    materials)         
                                          
 i'd pay in blood to thin  out the border 
 between  dream   and  reality.   between 
 dream and dream. last  one told  me that 
 work was caging  me in a damp  and  oily 
 basement   jail   cell.             
                                          
 they brainwash me at  work by  having my 
 password be bad for  my  fingers,  makes 
 me physically  ill to type it,  and then 
 they reject fourty percent  of my  login 
 attempts  to  have  me  type  it   more, 
                                          
 i call  an emergency hotline:  "we can't 
 tell  you what's wrong  with  you.  your 
 story  is   your  own,   nobody  elses."