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*†^«~¨¨¨¨¨ internal visionary state ¨¨¨¨¨~«^†*
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@§*†^«~¨¨¨ the spirit travels ¨¨¨~«^†*§@
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§*†^«~¨¨¨¨ a cost ¨¨¨¨~«^†*§
*†^«~¨¨¨¨¨ (anecdote) ¨¨¨¨¨~«^†*
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##@§*†^«~¨ i wake suddenly, and for a second ¨~«^†*§@##
#@§*†^«~¨¨ everything is completely calm and dead ¨¨~«^†*§@#
@§*†^«~¨¨¨ silent. it's dark, and warm, and i ¨¨¨~«^†*§@
§*†^«~¨¨¨¨ slowly start to piece together my ¨¨¨¨~«^†*§
*†^«~¨¨¨¨¨ consciousness and my body. ¨¨¨¨¨~«^†*
§*†^«~¨¨¨¨ ¨¨¨¨~«^†*§
@§*†^«~¨¨¨ then the fear hits me and i feel ¨¨¨~«^†*§@
#@§*†^«~¨¨ acutely sick. something is «wrong«. ¨¨~«^†*§@#
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§*†^«~¨¨¨¨ there are circles and crosses inscribed ¨¨¨¨~«^†*§
*†^«~¨¨¨¨¨ all over my vision, pressing in, being ¨¨¨¨¨~«^†*
§*†^«~¨¨¨¨ almost hostile. i can feel them squirm, ¨¨¨¨~«^†*§
@§*†^«~¨¨¨ their internal logic changing and ¨¨¨~«^†*§@
#@§*†^«~¨¨ grinding trenches in my mind. it's like ¨¨~«^†*§@#
##@§*†^«~¨ language, sentences i can't hide from, ¨~«^†*§@##
#@§*†^«~¨¨ forcefully transcribed in my mind, and ¨¨~«^†*§@#
@§*†^«~¨¨¨ doing damage there. ¨¨¨~«^†*§@
§*†^«~¨¨¨¨ ¨¨¨¨~«^†*§
*†^«~¨¨¨¨¨ then i realize i can't hear anything ¨¨¨¨¨~«^†*
§*†^«~¨¨¨¨ because there's something there ¨¨¨¨~«^†*§
@§*†^«~¨¨¨ already, droning everything out, a ¨¨¨~«^†*§@
#@§*†^«~¨¨ rapid melody, almost caustic in it's ¨¨~«^†*§@#
##@§*†^«~¨ particular microtonality. ¨~«^†*§@##
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*†^«~¨¨¨¨¨ my surroundings are entirely calm. it's ¨¨¨¨¨~«^†*
§*†^«~¨¨¨¨ almost mocking. ¨¨¨¨~«^†*§
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#@§*†^«~¨¨ i feel helpless, but i must try to ¨¨~«^†*§@#
##@§*†^«~¨ escape. to crawl on the floor searching ¨~«^†*§@##
#@§*†^«~¨¨ relief, such is my nature. turning the ¨¨~«^†*§@#
@§*†^«~¨¨¨ lights on does nothing... getting ¨¨¨~«^†*§@
§*†^«~¨¨¨¨ outside does nothing... drinking water ¨¨¨¨~«^†*§
*†^«~¨¨¨¨¨ does noting... but time does - after ¨¨¨¨¨~«^†*
§*†^«~¨¨¨¨ thirty seconds i'm normal again, ¨¨¨¨~«^†*§
@§*†^«~¨¨¨ doubting anything of this happened in ¨¨¨~«^†*§@
#@§*†^«~¨¨ the first place. ¨¨~«^†*§@#
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#@§*†^«~¨¨ my eyes are still tense though, scared. ¨¨~«^†*§@#
@§*†^«~¨¨¨ i don't know what to make. ¨¨¨~«^†*§@
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*†^«~¨¨¨¨¨ but i'm tired. ¨¨¨¨¨~«^†*
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@§*†^«~¨¨¨ this can happen if you wander too far, ¨¨¨~«^†*§@
§*†^«~¨¨¨¨ i guess? i shouldn't be so reckless ¨¨¨¨~«^†*§
*†^«~¨¨¨¨¨ when dreaming? ¨¨¨¨¨~«^†*
§*†^«~¨¨¨¨ i imagine a prick on the nose, that's ¨¨¨¨~«^†*§
@§*†^«~¨¨¨ what these are. like you do with a cat ¨¨¨~«^†*§@
#@§*†^«~¨¨ who comes to close to your sandwich... ¨¨~«^†*§@#
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