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,,,,,,:*&¶ internal visionary state ¶&*:,,,,,,
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,:=*§&§¶## the spirit travels ##¶§&§*=:,
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,:=*§&§¶## i wake suddenly, and for a second ##¶§&§*=:,
,:===*§&&§ everything is completely calm and dead §&&§*===:,
,:=*§&¶### silent. it's dark, and warm, and i ###¶&§*=:,
,:=*§&§¶## slowly start to piece together my ##¶§&§*=:,
,,,,,::=§§ consciousness and my body. §§=::,,,,,
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,,,::*§&&§ then the fear hits me and i feel §&&§*::,,,
,:=*§&§¶## acutely sick. something is =wrong=. ##¶§&§*=:,
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,,,=**&&&¶ there are circles and crosses inscribed ¶&&&**=,,,
,:=*§&§¶## all over my vision, pressing in, being ##¶§&§*=:,
,:=*§§¶### almost hostile. i can feel them squirm, ###¶§§*=:,
,,,,,,,=§§ their internal logic changing and §§=,,,,,,,
,,,,,,=§&§ grinding trenches in my mind. it's like §&§=,,,,,,
,:=*§&§¶## language, sentences i can't hide from, ##¶§&§*=:,
,:=*§&§¶¶# forcefully transcribed in my mind, and #¶¶§&§*=:,
,:=*§&§¶## doing damage there. ##¶§&§*=:,
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,,,,,,=§&§ then i realize i can't hear anything §&§=,,,,,,
,,,,,:*&¶# because there's something there #¶&*:,,,,,
,:=*§&§¶## already, droning everything out, a ##¶§&§*=:,
,,:::*&§§# rapid melody, almost caustic in it's #§§&*:::,,
,:=*§&§¶## particular microtonality. ##¶§&§*=:,
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,,,,:*§&§§ my surroundings are entirely calm. it's §§&§*:,,,,
,:=*§&§¶¶# almost mocking. #¶¶§&§*=:,
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,:=*§&§¶## i feel helpless, but i must try to ##¶§&§*=:,
,:=*§&§¶## escape. to crawl on the floor searching ##¶§&§*=:,
,:=*§&&&¶# relief, such is my nature. turning the #¶&&&§*=:,
,:=*§&§¶## lights on does nothing... getting ##¶§&§*=:,
:=*§&§¶### outside does nothing... drinking water ###¶§&§*=:
,,,:**&§§# does noting... but time does - after #§§&**:,,,
,:=*§&§¶## thirty seconds i'm normal again, ##¶§&§*=:,
,:=*§&&&§# doubting anything of this happened in #§&&&§*=:,
,:=*§&&&§# the first place. #§&&&§*=:,
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,:=*§&§¶## my eyes are still tense though, scared. ##¶§&§*=:,
,,,::**&¶¶ i don't know what to make. ¶¶&**::,,,
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,:=*§&§¶## but i'm tired. ##¶§&§*=:,
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,:=*§&§§§§ this can happen if you wander too far, §§§§&§*=:,
,,,,,,:*&¶ i guess? i shouldn't be so reckless ¶&*:,,,,,,
,:=*§&§¶## when dreaming? ##¶§&§*=:,
,:=*§&§¶## i imagine a prick on the nose, that's ##¶§&§*=:,
,:=*§&&§§# what these are. like you do with a cat #§§&&§*=:,
,:::=§&§§§ who comes to close to your sandwich... §§§&§=:::,
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