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-,,,,,,,,,         internal visionary state         ,,,,,,,,,-
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/~-,,,,,,,            the spirit travels            ,,,,,,,-~/
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#£#%*/~-,,                  a cost                  ,,-~/*%#£#
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%*/~-,,,,, i  wake  suddenly,  and  for  a   second ,,,,,-~/*%
*/~-,,,,,, everything  is completely calm and  dead ,,,,,,-~/*
/~-,,,,,,, silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i ,,,,,,,-~/
~-,,,,,,,, slowly  start  to   piece  together   my ,,,,,,,,-~
-,,,,,,,,,        consciousness and my body.        ,,,,,,,,,-
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,,,,,,,,,, then  the  fear  hits  me   and  i  feel ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,,   acutely sick. something is ~wrong~.    ,,,,,,,,,,
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*/~-,,,,,, there are circles  and crosses inscribed ,,,,,,-~/*
%*/~-,,,,, all  over my  vision, pressing in, being ,,,,,-~/*%
#%*/~-,,,, almost hostile. i can feel them  squirm, ,,,,-~/*%#
£#%*/~-,,,     their internal logic changing and    ,,,-~/*%#£
#£#%*/~-,, grinding trenches  in my mind. it's like ,,-~/*%#£#
##£#%*/~-, language, sentences  i  can't hide from, ,-~/*%#£##
#£#%*/~-,, forcefully  transcribed in  my mind, and ,,-~/*%#£#
£#%*/~-,,,           doing damage there.            ,,,-~/*%#£
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%*/~-,,,,, then i  realize  i  can't  hear anything ,,,,,-~/*%
*/~-,,,,,,      because there's something there     ,,,,,,-~/*
/~-,,,,,,,    already, droning everything out, a    ,,,,,,,-~/
~-,,,,,,,, rapid  melody,  almost  caustic in  it's ,,,,,,,,-~
-,,,,,,,,,        particular microtonality.         ,,,,,,,,,-
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-,,,,,,,,, my surroundings are entirely  calm. it's ,,,,,,,,,-
~-,,,,,,,,              almost mocking.             ,,,,,,,,-~
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*/~-,,,,,, i feel  helpless,  but  i  must  try  to ,,,,,,-~/*
%*/~-,,,,, escape. to crawl on the  floor searching ,,,,,-~/*%
#%*/~-,,,, relief,  such  is my nature. turning the ,,,,-~/*%#
£#%*/~-,,,    lights on does nothing... getting     ,,,-~/*%#£
#£#%*/~-,,  outside does nothing... drinking water  ,,-~/*%#£#
##£#%*/~-, does  noting... but  time  does  - after ,-~/*%#£##
#£#%*/~-,,     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     ,,-~/*%#£#
£#%*/~-,,, doubting  anything  of this happened  in ,,,-~/*%#£
#%*/~-,,,,             the first place.             ,,,,-~/*%#
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*/~-,,,,,, my eyes  are still tense though, scared. ,,,,,,-~/*
/~-,,,,,,, i    don't    know    what   to    make. ,,,,,,,-~/
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-,,,,,,,,,              but i'm tired.              ,,,,,,,,,-
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/~-,,,,,,, this can happen if you wander  too  far, ,,,,,,,-~/
*/~-,,,,,, i  guess?  i shouldn't  be  so  reckless ,,,,,,-~/*
%*/~-,,,,,              when dreaming?              ,,,,,-~/*%
#%*/~-,,,, i imagine  a prick  on the nose,  that's ,,,,-~/*%#
£#%*/~-,,, what these are. like you do  with  a cat ,,,-~/*%#£
#£#%*/~-,, who comes  to close to your  sandwich... ,,-~/*%#£#
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