växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells of old  coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know  how i  let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape  a lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid? if i really  want  to, can i make 
 it  feel  like there  is  enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  - can  i make it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?