växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know how i let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape a  lot. right  now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid?  if i really want to, can  i make 
 it  feel  like  there  is  enough of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i make  it feel like  it 
              doesn't matter?