some kind of fever dream where      
 everything  is politics and  a gun fight 
             simultaneously.              
                                          
 we  have  weapons  that  deal  damage to 
 ourselves, or no  damage, according to a 
 weird  system i  never  understand,  and 
 the  whole  dream is about  wanting to 
 understand, it's  very pressing,  it's a 
      physical feeling, that i don't      
                understand