&&,,&,&&,&                                          ,,,&&,&&&,
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,&&&&,,&&,                                          &,,&&&,&,&
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,,&,,&&&&&                                          &,&&&,&,,,
,,&&,&,,,,   on the balcony. i'm watching myself.   &&&,,&&&,,
,,&,&&&,,,   i'm watching the sky. the clouds are   ,,,&,&,,&,
,,&&&,,&,,   rolling by. something is weird, but -  &,,&&&&,&&
&,&,,&,&&, the thought moves on. the clouds drift.  ,&,&,,,&&,
&&&&,&&&,&                                          ,&&&&,,&,&
,,,,&&,,&& **************************************** ,&,,,&,&&&
&,,,&,&,&, *    I    INSTALLED    AN    UNSAFE    * &&&,,&&&,,
&&,,&&&&&& *   LIGHT    IN    THE    BATHROOM.    * ,,,&,&,,&,
&,&,&,,,,, **************************************** &,,&&&&,&&
,&&&&&,,,,                                          &&,&,,,&&,
,&,,,,&,,,    yes, this was earlier today. some     &,&&&,,&,&
&&&,,,&&,,  circuits exposed, could get wet maybe.  &&&,,&,&&&
,,,&,,&,&,   it doesn't worry me anymore though.    &,,&,&&&,,
,,,&&,&&&&                                          &&,&&&,,&,
,,,&,&&,,,   inside now. i forget the time easily.  ,,&&,,&,&&
&,,&&&,&,, the bathroom door is open. i'm watching  ,,&,&,&&&,
&&,&,,&&&,    the sky again, through the kitchen    ,,&&&&&,,&
,,&&&,&,,&   window. why am i looking at the sky?   ,,&,,,,&,&
&,&,,&&&,&                                          &,&&,,,&&&
,&&&,&,,&& **************************************** &&&,&,,&,,
,&,,&&&,&, *    I    SAW    TWO    HELICOPTERS    * ,,,&&&,&&,
,&&,&,,&&& *     FLYING    EAST,    TOGETHER.     * ,,,&,,&&,&
&&,&&&,&,, **************************************** &,,&&,&,&&
,,&&,,&&&,                                          &&,&,&&&&,
,,&,&,&,,&      i can't remember why this was       &,&&&&,,,&
&,&&&&&&,& important. it's just another thing that  ,&&,,,&,,&
,&&,,,,,&&  used to stress me. there were a lot of  &&,&,,&&,&
&&,&,,,,&,    those and i like not thinking about   &,&&&,&,&&
,,&&&,,,&&               them as much.              ,&&,,&&&&,
,,&,,&,,&,                                          ,&,&,&,,,&
&,&&,&&,&& **************************************** ,&&&&&&,,&
,&&,&&,&&, * THERE'S A FOREIGN OBJECT IN MY BODY, * ,&,,,,,&,&
&&,&&,&&,& *   PREVENTING   ME   FROM   EATING.   * &&&,,,,&&&
,,&&,&&,&& **************************************** &,,&,,,&,,
,,&,&&,&&,                                          &&,&&,,&&,
,,&&&,&&,&     right. this was after the light,     ,,&&,&,&,&
&,&,,&&,&&                probably.                 &,&,&&&&&&
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,&,&&&,,&,                                          &&&,,&,&,,
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