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....:::$$@   on the balcony. i'm watching myself.   @$$:::....
.:~:†$@@@#   i'm watching the sky. the clouds are   #@@@$†:~:.
.:~:†$@@@#  rolling by. something is weird, but -   #@@@$†:~:.
....::†@@@ the thought moves on. the clouds drift.  @@@†::....
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.:~:†$@@@# †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† #@@@$†:~:.
.:~:†$@@## †    I    INSTALLED    AN    UNSAFE    † ##@@$†:~:.
.:~:†$@@## †    LIGHT    IN    THE    BATHROOM.   † ##@@$†:~:.
.:~:†$$@@@ †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† @@@$$†:~:.
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...::~:†@@     yes, this was earlier today. some    @@†:~::...
.....::$$@  circuits exposed, could get wet maybe.  @$$::.....
.:~:†$@@@@   it doesn't worry me anymore though.    @@@@$†:~:.
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.....:::†@  inside now. i forget the time easily.   @†:::.....
.:~:†$@@@@  the bathroom door is open. i'm watching @@@@$†:~:.
.....~::$@    the sky again, through the kitchen    @$::~.....
.:~:†$@@@#   window. why am i looking at the sky?   #@@@$†:~:.
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.:~:†$@@@# †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† #@@@$†:~:.
.:~:†$@@## †    I    SAW    TWO    HELICOPTERS    † ##@@$†:~:.
.:~:†$@@@@ †    FLYING     EAST,    TOGETHER.     † @@@@$†:~:.
....~†$$$@ †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† @$$$†~....
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....:~†$$@      i can't remember why this was       @$$†~:....
.:~:†$@@@#  important. it's just another thing that #@@@$†:~:.
.:~:†$@@##  used to stress me. there were a lot of  ##@@$†:~:.
.:~:†$@@@#   those and i like not thinking about    #@@@$†:~:.
..::~:$$@@               them as much.              @@$$:~::..
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.:~:†$@@@@ †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† @@@@$†:~:.
.....:~†@@ † THERE'S A FOREIGN OBJECT IN MY BODY, † @@†~:.....
.:~:†$@@@# †   PREVENTING   ME   FROM   EATING.   † #@@@$†:~:.
.:~:†$@@@# †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† #@@@$†:~:.
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....:~†@@@     right. this was after the light,     @@@†~:....
...::~†@@@                probably.                 @@@†~::...
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