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,,@@@,,@@@   on the balcony. i'm watching myself.   @@@@,,@@,,
@,,@,,,,@@   i'm watching the sky. the clouds are   @@@,,,,,,@
,,,,,@@,,@  rolling by. something is weird, but -   @@,,@@@@,,
@@@@,,,,,,  the thought moves on. the clouds drift. ,,,,,@@,,@
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,@,,,,@@@@ **************************************** ,@@,,@@@@,
,,,@@,,@@@ *    I    INSTALLED    AN    UNSAFE    * ,,,,,,@@,,
@@,,,,,,@, *    LIGHT    IN    THE    BATHROOM.   * @@@@@,,,,@
@,,@@@@,,, **************************************** @@@@,,@@,,
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@@@,,,,,,@    yes, this was earlier today. some     ,,,,@@@@@@
@@,,@@@@,,  circuits exposed, could get wet maybe.  @@@,,@@@@@
@,,,,@@,,,    it doesn't worry me anymore though.   @@,,,,@@@@
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,,,,,@@,,@  inside now. i forget the time easily.   ,,,,,,,,@,
@@@@,,,,,,  the bathroom door is open. i'm watching ,@@@@@@,,,
,@@,,@@@@@    the sky again, through the kitchen    ,,@@@@,,@,
,,,,,,@@@@   window. why am i looking at the sky?   @,,@@,,,,,
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@@@@,,,,@, **************************************** @@@@@,,@@@
@@@,,@@,,, *    I    SAW    TWO    HELICOPTERS    * @@@@,,,,@@
@@,,,,,,@@ *     FLYING    EAST,     TOGETHER.    * @@@,,@@,,@
@,,@@@@,,@ **************************************** @@,,,,,,,,
,,,,@@,,,,                                          ,,,@@@@@@,
@@@,,,,@@,       i can't remember why this was      @@,,@@@@,,
,@,,@@,,,, important. it's just another thing that  @,,,,@@,,,
,,,,,,,@@@  used to stress me. there were a lot of  ,,@@,,,,@@
,@@@@@,,@@   those and i like not thinking about    ,,,,,@@,,,
,,@@@,,,,@              them as much.               @@@@,,,,@@
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@@,,,,,,,@ **************************************** @@,,,,,,@@
@,,@@@@@,, * THERE'S A FOREIGN OBJECT IN MY BODY, * @,,@@@@,,@
,,,,@@@,,@ *   PREVENTING   ME   FROM   EATING.   * ,,,,@@,,,,
@@@,,@,,,, **************************************** ,@@,,,,@@@
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@,,@@@,,,,     right. this was after the light,     ,@@,,,,,,@
,,,,@,,@@,                probably.                 ,,,,@@@@,,
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