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,,,,,,&&,,   on the balcony. i'm watching myself.   ,,,,,,&&&&
,&&&&,,,,,   i'm watching the sky. the clouds are   &&&&&,,&&,
,,&&,,&&&&  rolling by. something is weird, but -   ,&&&,,,,,,
&,,,,,,&&& the thought moves on. the clouds drift.  ,,&,,&&&&&
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,,,&&,,,,& **************************************** &&&&&,,&&,
&&,,,,&&,, *    I    INSTALLED    AN    UNSAFE    * ,&&&,,,,,,
,,,&&,,,,, *    LIGHT    IN    THE   BATHROOM.    * ,,&,,&&&&,
&&,,,,&&&& **************************************** ,,,,,,&&,,
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&&,,,,,,,,    yes, this was earlier today. some     &&&&,,&&&&
&,,&&&&&&&  circuits exposed, could get wet maybe.  &&&,,,,&&&
,,,,&&&&&&   it doesn't worry me anymore though.    &&,,&&,,&&
,&&,,&&&&&                                          &,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,&&&,   inside now. i forget the time easily.  ,,&&&&&&&&
,&&&&,,&,, the bathroom door is open. i'm watching  &,,&&&&&&,
,,&&,,,,,&    the sky again, through the kitchen    ,,,,&&&&,,
&,,,,&&&,,   window. why am i looking at the sky?   ,&&,,&&,,&
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&,,,,,,,&& **************************************** &&&&&&&&&&
,,&&&&&,,& *    I    SAW    TWO    HELICOPTERS    * &&&&&&&&&&
,,,&&&,,,, *    FLYING    EAST,     TOGETHER.     * &&&&&&&&&,
&&,,&,,&&& **************************************** ,&&&&&&&,,
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&&&&&&&,,,       i can't remember why this was      ,,,&&&,,&&
&&&&&&,,&&  important. it's just another thing that &&,,&,,,,&
&&&&&,,,,,  used to stress me. there were a lot of  ,,,,,,&&,,
,&&&,,&&&&   those and i like not thinking about    &&&&&,,,,,
,,&,,,,&&&               them as much.              ,&&&,,&&&&
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&&&,,,,,,, **************************************** &,,,&&,,,,
,&,,&&&&&& * THERE'S A FOREIGN OBJECT IN MY BODY, * ,,&,,,,&&,
,,,,,&&&&& *   PREVENTING   ME   FROM   EATING.   * &,,,&&,,,,
&&&&,,&&&& **************************************** ,,&,,,,&&&
&&&,,,,&&&                                          &,,,&&,,&&
&&,,&&,,&&     right. this was after the light,     ,,&,,,,,,&
&,,,,,,,,&                 probably.                &,,,&&&&,,
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