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,,,&,&&,,,   on the balcony. i'm watching myself.   ,,,,&,,,,&
&,,,,&&&,,   i'm watching the sky. the clouds are   ,,,,,&,,,,
,&,,,&,&&,   rolling by. something is weird, but -  ,,,,,,&,,,
,,&,,,,&&& the thought moves on. the clouds drift.  &,,,,,,&,,
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,,,,&,,,,& **************************************** ,&&,,,,,,&
&,,,,&,,,& *    I    INSTALLED    AN    UNSAFE    * ,&&&,,,,,,
,&,,,,&,,& *   LIGHT    IN    THE    BATHROOM.    * ,&,&&,,,,,
,,&,,,,&,, **************************************** ,,,&&&,,,,
,,,&,,,,&,                                          ,,,&,&&,,,
,,,,&,,,,&     yes, this was earlier today. some    ,,,,,&&&,,
,,,,,&,,,,  circuits exposed, could get wet maybe.  &,,,,&,&&,
,,,,,,&,,,    it doesn't worry me anymore though.   &&,,,,,&&&
&,,,,,,&,,                                          ,&&,,,,&,&
&&,,,,,,&,  inside now. i forget the time easily.   ,&&&,,,,,&
,&&,,,,,,& the bathroom door is open. i'm watching  ,&,&&,,,,&
,&&&,,,,,,    the sky again, through the kitchen    ,,,&&&,,,,
,&,&&,,,,,   window. why am i looking at the sky?   ,,,&,&&,,,
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,,,&,&&,,, **************************************** &,,,,&,&&,
,,,,,&&&,, *    I    SAW    TWO    HELICOPTERS    * ,&,,,,,&&&
&,,,,&,&&, *     FLYING    EAST,     TOGETHER.    * ,,&,,,,&,&
&&,,,,,&&& **************************************** ,,,&,,,,,&
,&&,,,,&,&                                          &,,,&,,,,&
,&&&,,,,,&      i can't remember why this was       &&,,,&,,,,
,&,&&,,,,& important. it's just another thing that  ,&&,,,&,,,
,,,&&&,,,,  used to stress me. there were a lot of  ,&&&,,,&,,
,,,&,&&,,,   those and i like not thinking about    ,&,&&,,,&,
,,,,,&&&,,              them as much.               ,,,&&&,,,&
&,,,,&,&&,                                          &,,&,&&,,,
,&,,,,,&&& **************************************** &&,,,&&&,,
,,&,,,,&,& * THERE'S A FOREIGN OBJECT IN MY BODY, * &&&,,&,&&,
,,,&,,,,,& *   PREVENTING   ME   FROM   EATING.   * &,&&,,,&&&
&,,,&,,,,& **************************************** ,,&&&,,&,&
&&,,,&,,,,                                          ,,&,&&,,,&
,&&,,,&,,,     right. this was after the light,     &,,,&&&,,&
,&&&,,,&,,                 probably.                &&,,&,&&,,
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