,&,,,&&,&&                                          &&,,&,&&&,
&&,,&,&,,&                                          ,&,&&,,&&,
,&,&&,&,&&                                          &&,,&,&,&,
&&,,&,&,,&                                          ,&,&&,&,&,
,&,&&,&,&&                                          &&,,&,&,&,
&&,,&,&,,&   on the balcony. i'm watching myself.   ,&,&&,&,&,
,&,&&,&,&&   i'm watching the sky. the clouds are   &&,,&,&,&,
&&,,&,&,,&   rolling by. something is weird, but -  ,&,&&,&,&,
,&,&&,&,&& the thought moves on. the clouds drift.  &&,,&,&,&,
&&,,&,&,,&                                          ,&,&&,&,&,
,&,&&,&,&& **************************************** &&,,&,&,&,
&&,,&,&,,& *    I    INSTALLED    AN    UNSAFE    * ,&,&&,&,&,
,&,&&,&,&& *   LIGHT    IN    THE    BATHROOM.    * &&,,&,&,&,
&&,,&,&,,& **************************************** ,&,&&,&,&,
,&,&&,&,&&                                          &&,,&,&,&,
&&,,&,&,,&     yes, this was earlier today. some    ,&,&&,&,&,
,&,&&,&,&&  circuits exposed, could get wet maybe.  &&,,&,&,&,
&&,,&,&,,&    it doesn't worry me anymore though.   ,&,&&,&,&,
,&,&&,&,&&                                          &&,,&,&,&,
&&,,&,&,,&  inside now. i forget the time easily.   ,&,&&,&,&,
,&,&&,&,&& the bathroom door is open. i'm watching  &&,,&,&,&,
&&,,&,&,,&    the sky again, through the kitchen    ,&,&&,&,&,
,&,&&,&,&&   window. why am i looking at the sky?   &&,,&,&,&,
&&,,&,&,,&                                          ,&,&&,&,&,
,&,&&,&,&& **************************************** &&,,&,&,&,
&&,,&,&,,& *    I    SAW    TWO    HELICOPTERS    * ,&,&&,&,&,
,&,&&,&,&& *     FLYING    EAST,     TOGETHER.    * &&,,&,&,&,
&&,,&,&,,& **************************************** ,&,&&,&,&,
,&,&&,&,&&                                          &&,,&,&,&,
&&,,&,&,,&      i can't remember why this was       ,&,&&,&,&,
,&,&&,&,&& important. it's just another thing that  &&,,&,&,&,
&&,,&,&,,&  used to stress me. there were a lot of  ,&,&&,&,&,
,&,&&,&,&&    those and i like not thinking about   &&,,&,&,&,
&&,,&,&,,&               them as much.              ,&,&&,&,&,
,&,&&,&,&&                                          &&,,&,&,&,
&&,,&,&,,& **************************************** ,&,&&,&,&,
,&,&&,&,&& * THERE'S A FOREIGN OBJECT IN MY BODY, * &&,,&,&,&,
&&,,&,&,,& *   PREVENTING   ME   FROM   EATING.   * ,&,&&,&,&,
,&,&&,&,&& **************************************** &&,,&,&,&,
&&,,&,&,,&                                          ,&,&&,&,&,
,&,&&,&,&&     right. this was after the light,     &&,,&,&,&,
&&,,&,&,,&                 probably.                ,&,&&,&,&,
,&,&&,&,&&                                          &&,,&,&,&,
&&,,&,&,,&                                          ,&,&&,&,&,
,&,&&,&,&&                                          &&,,&,&,&,
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