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,&&,,&,&&&   on the balcony. i'm watching myself.   &,,,,&&&&,
,&,&,&&&,,   i'm watching the sky. the clouds are   ,&,,,&,,,&
&&&&&&,,&,   rolling by. something is weird, but -  ,&&,,&&,,&
,,,,,,&,&& the thought moves on. the clouds drift.  ,&,&,&,&,&
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,&,,,,&,,& §§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§ &&,,,,,,,,
,&&,,,&&,& §    I    INSTALLED    AN    UNSAFE    § ,,&,,,,,,,
,&,&,,&,&& §    LIGHT    IN   THE    BATHROOM.    § &,&&,,,,,,
,&&&&,&&&, §§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§ ,&&,&,,,,,
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,&&,,&,&,&    yes, this was earlier today. some     &,&&,,&,,,
,&,&,&&&&&  circuits exposed, could get wet maybe.  ,&&,&,&&,,
,&&&&&,,,,    it doesn't worry me anymore though.   &&,&&&&,&,
,&,,,,&,,,                                          &,&&,,,&&&
&&&,,,&&,,  inside now. i forget the time easily.   &&&,&,,&,,
&,,&,,&,&,  the bathroom door is open. i'm watching ,,,&&&,&&,
&&,&&,&&&&    the sky again, through the kitchen    &,,&,,&&,&
,,&&,&&,,,   window. why am i looking at the sky?   &&,&&,&,&&
&,&,&&,&,,                                          ,,&&,&&&&,
&&&&&,&&&, §§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§ &,&,&&,,,&
,,,,,&&,,& §    I    SAW    TWO    HELICOPTERS    § &&&&&,&,,&
&,,,,&,&,& §    FLYING     EAST,    TOGETHER.     § &,,,,&&&,&
,&,,,&&&&& §§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§ &&,,,&,,&&
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&,,&,&&,,,      i can't remember why this was       ,,&&,&,&&&
,&,&&&,&,, important. it's just another thing that  &,&,&&&&,,
,&&&,,&&&,  used to stress me. there were a lot of  &&&&&,,,&,
,&,,&,&,,&    those and i like not thinking about   &,,,,&,,&&
&&&,&&&&,&               them as much.              ,&,,,&&,&,
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,&,&,&,,&, §§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§ ,,,&,&&&,,
,&&&&&&,&& § THERE'S A FOREIGN OBJECT IN MY BODY, § ,,,&&&,,&,
,&,,,,,&&, §   PREVENTING   ME   FROM   EATING.   § ,,,&,,&,&&
&&&,,,,&,& §§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§ ,,,&&,&&&,
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,&,&&,,&,,     right. this was after the light,     ,&,&&&,&,&
&&&&,&,&&,                 probably.                &&&&,,&&&&
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