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..##...#.# i'm watching the sky. the clouds are #.#.#.#..#
#.#.#..### rolling by. something is weird, but - ########.#
.#####.#.. the thought moves on. the clouds drift. #.......##
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.###..##.# ^ I INSTALLED AN UNSAFE ^ #..#....#.
.#..#.#.## ^ LIGHT IN THE BATHROOM. ^ .#.##...##
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.#.#.#...# yes, this was earlier today. some #.#.#..##.
.######..# circuits exposed, could get wet maybe. .#####.#.#
##.....#.# it doesn't worry me anymore though. .#....####
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..#.#..##. the bathroom door is open. i'm watching ..###.#.#.
..####.#.# the sky again, through the kitchen ..#..#####
#.#...#### window. why am i looking at the sky? #.##.#....
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##..###.#. ^ I SAW TWO HELICOPTERS ^ ..##.#.##.
#.#.#..### ^ FLYING EAST, TOGETHER. ^ #.#.####.#
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##.#...#.# ^ THERE'S A FOREIGN OBJECT IN MY BODY, ^ #..#.###..
#.###..### ^ PREVENTING ME FROM EATING. ^ ##.###..#.
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