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&,&,&,&&,,   on the balcony. i'm watching myself.   &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,&   i'm watching the sky. the clouds are   &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&&,,  rolling by. something is weird, but -   &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,& the thought moves on. the clouds drift.  &,&,&,&,&,
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&,&,&,,&,& ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&&,, ^    I    INSTALLED    AN    UNSAFE    ^ &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,& ^    LIGHT    IN   THE    BATHROOM.    ^ &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&&,, ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ &,&,&,&,&,
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&,&,&,&&,,     yes, this was earlier today. some    &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,&  circuits exposed, could get wet maybe.  &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&&,,   it doesn't worry me anymore though.    &,&,&,&,&,
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&,&,&,&&,,   inside now. i forget the time easily.  &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,& the bathroom door is open. i'm watching  &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&&,,    the sky again, through the kitchen    &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,&   window. why am i looking at the sky?   &,&,&,&,&,
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&,&,&,,&,& ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&&,, ^    I    SAW    TWO    HELICOPTERS    ^ &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,& ^     FLYING     EAST,    TOGETHER.    ^ &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&&,, ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ &,&,&,&,&,
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&,&,&,&&,,       i can't remember why this was      &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,& important. it's just another thing that  &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&&,,  used to stress me. there were a lot of  &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,&    those and i like not thinking about   &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&&,,              them as much.               &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,&                                          &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&&,, ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,& ^ THERE'S A FOREIGN OBJECT IN MY BODY, ^ &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&&,, ^   PREVENTING   ME   FROM   EATING.   ^ &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,& ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ &,&,&,&,&,
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&,&,&,,&,&     right. this was after the light,     &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&&,,                 probably.                &,&,&,&,&,
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