växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells  of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know  how i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted glasses.  the  room 
 changes shape a lot.  right  now there's 
 a   blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want to,  can i make 
 it feel  like  there  is  enough  of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i  make it feel like  it 
             doesn't matter?