växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment  smells of old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know how i let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape  a  lot. right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid? if  i really want  to, can i make 
 it  feel  like  there is  enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can  i make it feel  like it 
             doesn't matter?