växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know  how i let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted glasses.  the  room 
 changes  shape a lot. right now  there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts  are revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid?  if i really want to, can i  make 
 it  feel  like there  is  enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  -  can i make it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?