växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know how  i let  it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a  lot. right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want to, can i  make 
 it  feel  like  there is  enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i  make it  feel like it 
             doesn't matter?