växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i don't know how  i  let  it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid?  if  i really want to, can i make 
 it  feel like  there  is  enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can i make it  feel like it 
              doesn't matter?