växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment  smells of old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know how  i  let it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape a lot. right  now  there's 
 a   blue   sofa  with  yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving  around time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want  to, can i make 
 it feel like  there  is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can i  make it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?