växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i don't know how  i  let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape a  lot. right now  there's 
 a   blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid?  if i really  want to, can i make 
 it  feel  like there  is enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i  make it feel  like it 
              doesn't matter?