växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells  of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know  how i  let it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want  to, can i make 
 it  feel like there  is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i  make it feel  like it 
              doesn't matter?