växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know how  i let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want to,  can i make 
 it  feel like  there  is enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  - can i make it  feel like it 
             doesn't matter?