växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know how i  let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted glasses.  the  room 
 changes  shape a lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid? if  i really want to, can  i make 
 it feel  like  there  is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important  - can i  make it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?