växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't  know how i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes  shape a lot. right now  there's 
 a   blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid? if i really  want  to, can i make 
 it  feel  like  there is  enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can i make it  feel like it 
              doesn't matter?