växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know how i  let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if i really want  to, can i make 
 it  feel  like there  is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i make it  feel like  it 
             doesn't matter?