växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know how i let  it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape  a lot. right now  there's 
 a   blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are revolving  around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid? if i  really want to, can i  make 
 it  feel  like  there is enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can  i make  it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?