växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know how  i let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape  a lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue   sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid?  if i really  want to, can i make 
 it feel  like  there  is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can  i make it feel like  it 
             doesn't matter?