växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment  smells of old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know how i let  it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape a  lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving around  time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want to,  can  i make 
 it  feel  like  there is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i  make  it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?