växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know how  i  let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses.  the room 
 changes shape a lot.  right  now there's 
 a   blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid?  if i really want to,  can i make 
 it  feel  like there  is  enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  - can i make it feel like  it 
             doesn't matter?