växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells  of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't know  how i  let  it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape  a lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue   sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are  revolving around time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if  i  really want to, can i make 
 it feel  like  there  is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important -  can  i make it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?