växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know how i let  it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape  a lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are revolving  around  time, 
 and the perception  of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want to,  can i  make 
 it  feel  like there is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i make it  feel  like it 
             doesn't matter?