växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know how i  let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape  a lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if i really  want to, can i make 
 it  feel  like there  is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important -  can i make it  feel like it 
             doesn't matter?