växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know how i  let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape a lot. right  now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid? if i  really want  to, can i make 
 it feel like  there  is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can i make it  feel like it 
             doesn't matter?