växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells  of old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know  how  i let it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes  shape  a lot. right now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i  really want to, can i  make 
 it feel like  there  is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can  i  make it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?