växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know how i  let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted glasses.  the  room 
 changes shape a lot. right  now  there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid? if i really want to, can  i  make 
 it feel  like  there  is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i make  it feel  like it 
              doesn't matter?