växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells of old  coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know  how i let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape  a  lot. right now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want to,  can i  make 
 it feel  like there  is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can  i make it feel like  it 
              doesn't matter?