växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know  how i let  it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear  yellow tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape  a  lot. right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving  around time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want to,  can i  make 
 it  feel  like  there  is  enough of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can  i make it feel like  it 
              doesn't matter?