växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know  how i let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses.  the room 
 changes shape a lot. right  now  there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid?  if i really  want to, can i make 
 it feel  like  there  is enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can  i make it feel like  it 
              doesn't matter?