växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know  how i let  it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a  lot. right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want  to, can i  make 
 it  feel  like  there  is enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  - can  i make it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?