växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't know  how i  let  it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape a  lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want  to, can i make 
 it  feel like  there  is  enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  - can  i make it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?