växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know  how i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want  to, can i make 
 it  feel  like  there  is  enough of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  -  can i make it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?