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              ketamine, ket, "horse tranquilizer"             
                                                              
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       -   still unknown to me, other than  through        ,  
         ,    dreams*. apparently made for making             
           holes. they may be  dark and monochrome.           
                        they may not.                         
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  ,        white  powder,  dosed  by  way  of  key?           
                                                              
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           *a  red  cylinder,  wide  as  a  finger.           
                glossy freckled ceramics, with             ,  
                something organic inside, being               
    ,      corrupted before your eyes -  turning to           
           ash, but there's  no flame. you hold  it           
           up to  your nose,  suck  it  in  with  a           
           sharp  inhale.  exit  to   the  balcony.           
                                                              
           here on  the fifth floor,  with  a  view           
           over  the  parking  lot,  things   start           
                folding into each other, like                 
            collapsing a cardboard box. dimensions            
             becoming flat and adjacent. pressed              
           into each other.  creases are  flattened           
           out, distances disappear,  the  world is   ,       
           mangled  down  to  two  dimensions.  and           
           suddenly  light  falls  on  the  edge of           
           everything rather than  the  surface: it           
                  all goes completely dark.               -   
                                                              
                                                              
                                                              
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