.....~$%##                                          ##%$~.....
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.-~†$%@#@#                                          #@#@%$†~-.
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.-~†$%@#@#                                          #@#@%$†~-.
.....~~$@@ all i want  is eternal bliss? ~~~~~  all @@$~~.....
.....-~$$@ i  want  is  total  euphoria,  and  then @$$~-.....
.....-~†%@ sleep.  ~~~~~  all  i   want  is  to  be @%†~-.....
.-~†$%@#@# strapped   to   a  hostpital   bed   and #@#@%$†~-.
.-~†$%@### injected  with  all  kinds  of  poisons. ###@%$†~-.
.--~~†††%@ ~~~~~  gutter  snakes,   ground   snakes @%†††~~--.
.-~†$%@### ~~~~~  i'm  on an astral  plane,  slowly ###@%$†~-.
......-†%@ sinking into the earth's  embrace  ~~~~~ @%†-......
....--~$@@ the  snakes  like  waves over  me  ~~~~~ @@$~--....
.-~†%@#@## muffled  sound,  like  faraway  cars  in ##@#@%†~-.
.-~†$%@#@@ rain ~~~~~ eyelids  closing ~~~~~  all i @@#@%$†~-.
.-~†$$$$$@ want is to  be  strapped to a chair, and @$$$$$†~-.
.-~†$%@### have wolf blood forcibly pumped into  me ###@%$†~-.
.-~†$%@#@# ~~~~~  i  want  to be healed by an angel #@#@%$†~-.
.-~†$%@#@# or                a                demon #@#@%$†~-.
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