all i want  is  eternal bliss?  all 
 i  want  is  total  euphoria,  and  then 
 sleep.    all  i  want  is  to   be 
 strapped   to  a   hostpital   bed   and 
 injected  with  all  kinds  of  poisons. 
   gutter   snakes,  ground   snakes 
   i'm on  an  astral plane,  slowly 
 sinking  into the  earth's embrace  
 the  snakes  like  waves  over me   
 muffled  sound,  like  faraway  cars  in 
 rain  eyelids closing   all  i 
 want  is to be strapped to a chair,  and 
 have wolf blood forcibly pumped  into me 
  i  want  to be healed  by an angel 
 or                a                demon