växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know how i  let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape a lot.  right now  there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want to,  can i make 
 it  feel  like there is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important -  can i make it  feel like it 
              doesn't matter?