växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't  know how i let it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses. the  room 
 changes shape  a lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue   sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving  around time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want to,  can i make 
 it  feel  like there is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can  i make it  feel like it 
             doesn't matter?