växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells  of old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know  how  i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape  a lot.  right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid?  if i really want to, can  i make 
 it feel like  there  is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important  - can i make it  feel like it 
             doesn't matter?