växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells of old  coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know how i  let it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape  a  lot. right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are revolving  around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid? if  i really want to,  can i make 
 it  feel  like  there  is enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important  - can i make it feel like  it 
              doesn't matter?