växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells  of old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know  how  i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear  yellow tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape  a lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue   sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want to, can i  make 
 it  feel  like  there  is enough  of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important  - can i make  it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?