växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know how i  let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes  shape a  lot. right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid? if i really want to,  can  i make 
 it feel  like there  is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can i  make it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?