växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know  how i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape  a lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want to,  can i make 
 it  feel like  there  is  enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can  i make it feel like  it 
             doesn't matter?