växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells of old  coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know  how i let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape a  lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid?  if i really want to,  can i make 
 it feel  like there  is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  - can i make it  feel like it 
              doesn't matter?