växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know how  i let  it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape a lot. right  now  there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid? if i really want to,  can  i make 
 it  feel  like there  is enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i make it  feel like  it 
             doesn't matter?