växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know  how  i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape a lot.  right now  there's 
 a   blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving around  time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want to, can  i  make 
 it  feel  like there  is  enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i make it  feel like  it 
              doesn't matter?