växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells of old  coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i don't know  how  i  let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape a lot.  right now  there's 
 a   blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid? if  i really want to, can i  make 
 it  feel  like  there is  enough  of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important -  can i make it feel  like it 
              doesn't matter?