växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment  smells of old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know how i  let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes  shape a lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid? if i really  want to, can  i make 
 it  feel  like there is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  - can  i make it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?