växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know how  i  let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape a  lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with   yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts  are revolving around time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want to, can i  make 
 it feel  like  there is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can  i make it feel  like it 
             doesn't matter?