växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment  smells of old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know how i  let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape  a lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts  are revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want  to, can i  make 
 it  feel like  there  is  enough  of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important  - can i  make it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?