växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells of old  coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know  how i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses.  the room 
 changes shape a  lot. right now  there's 
 a   blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception  of it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if  i really want to, can i make 
 it  feel like  there  is  enough  of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important  - can i make it feel like  it 
              doesn't matter?