växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't  know how i let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape  a lot. right  now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts  are revolving around time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if i really  want to, can i make 
 it  feel like there  is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important  - can  i make it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?