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.¨¨,:~:*£§ forests around my childhood home. thick §£*:~:,¨¨.
,¨¨...-:^£ pine arcades that were planted and £^:-...¨¨,
¨..,,..=*† forgotten. wild boars roaming †*=..,,..¨
,¨..¨,.,=; underneath, sniffing at the ground. it ;=,.,¨..¨,
,..,.¨:=^§ is dark and moist, the canopy having §^=:¨.,..,
.¨.¨¨:~\†% already soaked up all the sun. %†\~:¨¨.¨.
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,.,.«:=&&£ there's a river passing by, from east £&&=:«.,.,
..:=**£#@# to west, getting broader and deeper and #@#£**=:..
,^»***£@## slower as it goes. equisetum grow just ##@£***»^,
.¨~»;†$#£@ where the pine hands start to let @£#$†;»~¨.
¨,¨.=;=§§£ through light, horsemint on the rocky £§§=;=.¨,¨
¨,.,~~\^$# river bed. #$^\~~,.,¨
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,....¨^-=% the riverbanks reek of magic. tonight %=-^¨....,
¨.¨,.,«=** they had been a swampworld with sylvan **=«,.,¨.¨
¨.,,-»=%$@ water, stone rings and floating moss. @$%=»-,,.¨
,¨¨~-:†%@# you could've found me wallowing around #@%†:-~¨¨,
,.,~:%£# on the southern shores until i got ##&£%:~,.,
¨^=\*$§@## bitten. ##@§$*\=^¨
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¨¨.~=*$%&@ but now i'm further back, on solid @&%$*=~.¨¨
,,,.,»;^*£ ground, in shoulder-high grass, with an £*^;»,.,,,
,,.,.,-:=$ orange tin radio and a translucent $=:-,.,.,,
,,.,¨,-~** umbrella which i'm sitting on. **~-,¨,.,,
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,..¨^-*=§@ somethings moving in the grass. it's @§=*-^¨..,
...-»^=%§@ invisible to my eyes but i can feel @§%=^»-...
,..=†=£@@# through the ground just how large it is. #@@£=†=..,
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¨¨:-=†§¤¶# the soil is muddy. i slip when trying #¶¤§†=-:¨¨
,,¨,»;=£¤¶ to get up, still looking at the ¶¤£=;»,¨,,
.¨¨.~«/%£§ direction of sound rather than at my §£%/«~.¨¨.
.,¨¨¨~=^^* hands, who are busy putting things in *^^=~¨¨¨,.
,,¨¨¨,,«/^ my pockets. ^/«,,¨¨¨,,
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,,,,.¨:«:* then i run east toward my home. *:«:¨.,,,,
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.,-~^*%§@# i am not followed, and slow down in the #@§%*^~-,.
.^-*$£#@## clearing where you at first can spot ##@#£$*-^.
..,~=$£§@# the house, not yet really in the #@§£$=~,..
.,.,~^%&§@ backyard. from my pockets i retrieve my @§&%^~,.,.
,.¨,-«††§¤ radio (now dented) but also a small ¤§††«-,¨.,
,.,,,.-†*$ clay figure i've never seen before. it $*†-.,,,.,
,¨¨¨¨¨,«\$ must have been laying in the wet dirt, $\«,¨¨¨¨¨,
.¨..,.,^~^ and i must've picked it up with my ^~^,.,..¨.
.¨,,..^==† other belongings. †==^..,,¨.
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¨¨...»**£§ it's a statuette of a girl laying naked §£**»...¨¨
.,,~»†=# on her stomach, feet in the air, ##&=†»~,,.
.,^»;^*¤£# roughly seven centimeters long. it's #£¤*^;»^,.
,,=/§@#### freshly made, not yet completely dried. ####@§/=,,
,¨^==*@#¶# #¶#@*==^¨,
.¨..~*=¤£# my mom is here now. i ask her for some #£¤=*~..¨.
.,¨..~\*£¤ particle board for it to dry on, but ¤£*\~..¨,.
.,¨..:«=%$ she is worried and wants me to $%=«:..¨,.
.,.,,¨,»;† throw it away. †;»,¨,,.,.
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