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¤¤¨¤¨¤¤¤¨¨ ways - to - reach ¨¤¤¤¤¤¨¨¤¨
¤¨¤¤¤¤¨¨¤¨ alternative - states ¨¤¨¨¨¨¤¨¤¤
¨¤¤¨¨¨¤¨¤¤ of - mind ¨¤¤¨¨¨¤¤¤¨
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¤¤¨¨¨¤¤¨¤¨ ## not eating ¨¨¨¨ ¤¨¨¨¨¤¤¤¨¤
¨¨¤¨¨¤¨¤¤¤ ¨¤¨¨¨¤¨¨¤¤
¤¨¤¤¨¤¤¤¨¨ if im not eating for a long time (like ¨¤¤¨¨¤¤¨¤¨
¤¤¤¨¤¤¨¨¤¨ a day) i get light headed and dumb, but ¨¤¨¤¨¤¨¤¤¤
¨¨¨¤¤¨¤¨¤¤ in a speedy glitchy way ¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¨¨
¨¨¨¤¨¤¤¤¤¨ ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¤¨
¨¨¨¤¤¤¨¨¨¤ ## not sleeping ¨¨¨¨ ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¤¤
¤¨¨¤¨¨¤¨¨¤ ¤¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¤¨
¤¤¨¤¤¨¤¤¨¤ if i dont get any sleep i become very ¤¤¨¨¨¨¨¨¤¤
¨¨¤¤¨¤¤¨¤¤ very slow and sad ¤¨¤¨¨¨¨¨¤¨
¨¨¤¨¤¤¨¤¤¨ ¤¤¤¤¨¨¨¨¤¤
¤¨¤¤¤¨¤¤¨¤ ## waking up early in the morning ¨¨¨¨ ¤¨¨¨¤¨¨¨¤¨
¤¤¤¨¨¤¤¨¤¤ ¨¤¨¨¤¤¨¨¤¤
¨¨¨¤¨¤¨¤¤¨ this makes me very dreamy in that i ¨¤¤¨¤¨¤¨¤¨
¨¨¨¤¤¤¤¤¨¤ daydream vividly and erratically, also ¤¤¨¤¤¤¤¤¤¤
¤¨¨¤¨¨¨¨¤¤ i feel generally kind of okay :) ¨¨¤¤¨¨¨¨¨¨
¤¤¨¤¤¨¨¨¤¨ ¤¨¤¨¤¨¨¨¨¨
¤¨¤¤¨¤¨¨¤¤ ## getting rid of pain ¨¨¨¨ ¤¤¤¤¤¤¨¨¨¨
¤¤¤¨¤¤¤¨¤¨ ¨¨¨¨¨¨¤¨¨¨
¤¨¨¤¤¨¨¤¤¤ if i am in pain and then suddenly not, ¤¨¨¨¨¨¤¤¨¨
¤¤¨¤¨¤¨¤¨¨ i feel very soothed and sleepy in a ¤¤¨¨¨¨¤¨¤¨
¤¨¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¨ non-intrusive way. ¤¨¤¨¨¨¤¤¤¤
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¨¤¨¤¨¨¨¨¨¤ ## working out ¨¨¨¨ ¤¨¨¨¤¨¤¤¨¨
¨¤¤¤¤¨¨¨¨¤ ¤¤¨¨¤¤¤¨¤¨
¨¤¨¨¨¤¨¨¨¤ makes me silent and dreamy and.. ¤¨¤¨¤¨¨¤¤¤
¤¤¤¨¨¤¤¨¨¤ grateful? slows my breathing and brings ¨¤¤¤¤¤¨¤¨¨
¤¨¨¤¨¤¨¤¨¤ a smile. ¤¤¨¨¨¨¤¤¤¨
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