stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed and  i don't know 
 why! it seems too slow  for my taste?  i 
 try to numb its  will but  it only  gets 
 more  frightened by  its  own existence. 
 at this point a lot  of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the though of  sedating it, 
 but  decide   that   it   will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there   is   no    way   out