stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed and i don't  know 
 why!  it seems too slow  for my taste? i 
 try  to numb its  will but  it only gets 
 more  frightened  by its own  existence. 
 at  this  point a lot of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the though of  sedating  it, 
 but  decide   that  it   will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there    is   no    way    out