stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is  stressed and i  don't know 
 why! it  seems too slow for my  taste? i 
 try to  numb its  will but it only  gets 
 more  frightened  by its  own existence. 
 at this point  a lot  of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with the  though of sedating it, 
 but   decide  that   it   will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there   is    no   way    out