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,,&&,&,,&& this body  is  stressed and i don't know ,&,&&&&,&&
&,&,&&&,&, why!  it seems too slow  for my taste? i &&&&,,,&&,
&&&&&,,&&& try to numb its  will  but it  only gets ,,,,&,,&,&
,,,,,&,&,, more  frightened by  its own  existence. ,,,,&&,&&&
&,,,,&&&&, at this point  a  lot of  my subconcious ,,,,&,&&,,
&&,,,&,,,&             is just screams.             &,,,&&&,&,
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,&&&,&,&,& i play with the  though of sedating  it, &,&,&&,&,,
,&,,&&&&&& but   decide   that  it  will   probably ,&&&&,&&&,
,&&,&,,,,,                backfire.                 ,&,,,&&,,&
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,,&&,,&,,, **    there    is   no   way    out   ** &&,&,&&&&&
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