stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed and i  don't know 
 why!  it seems too  slow for my taste? i 
 try to numb its will  but it  only  gets 
 more  frightened by its  own  existence. 
 at this  point a lot of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the though  of sedating it, 
 but   decide   that  it   will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there   is    no    way   out