stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is  stressed and i  don't know 
 why!  it seems  too slow for my taste? i 
 try to  numb its will  but it only  gets 
 more  frightened by  its  own existence. 
 at  this point  a lot of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with  the though of sedating it, 
 but  decide  that   it   will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there    is   no    way   out