stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is  stressed and i don't know 
 why! it seems too slow  for my  taste? i 
 try  to numb its  will  but it only gets 
 more frightened  by  its  own existence. 
 at this point  a  lot  of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with  the though of  sedating it, 
 but  decide  that   it   will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there   is    no   way    out