stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed and  i don't know 
 why!  it  seems too slow for my taste? i 
 try to numb  its  will but  it only gets 
 more  frightened  by its own  existence. 
 at  this  point a lot of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the though of sedating  it, 
 but  decide  that   it   will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there    is    no   way   out