stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed and  i don't know 
 why! it  seems too slow for my taste?  i 
 try to  numb  its  will but it only gets 
 more  frightened  by  its own existence. 
 at  this point  a lot of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with the  though of sedating it, 
 but  decide   that   it   will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is    no    way   out