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.@@....... this body  is stressed and i don't  know @...@@@..@
.@@@...... why!  it seems too slow  for my taste? i .@..@.@@..
.@.@@..... try  to numb its  will but  it only gets ..@...@@@.
...@@@.... more  frightened  by its own  existence. @..@..@.@@
@..@.@@... at  this  point a lot of  my subconcious @@..@...@@
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@.@@...@@@ i play with the though of  sedating  it, ..@@@..@..
..@@@..@.@ but  decide   that  it   will   probably ..@.@@..@.
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