stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is  stressed  and i don't know 
 why! it seems too  slow  for my taste? i 
 try to  numb its will  but  it only gets 
 more  frightened  by  its own existence. 
 at  this  point a  lot of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the though  of  sedating it, 
 but  decide   that  it   will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there    is   no    way   out