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&,&,,&,&,& WHEN I WAS IN EIGHT GRADE I DECIDED I &,&,&,&&,&
&,&,&&,&,& WAS DEAD. MY SPIRIT HAD LEFT MY BODY, &,&,&,,&,,
&,&,,&,&,& NEVER TO RETURN. &,&,&,&&,&
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&,&,,&,&,& I REMEMBER SITTING IN MY PARENTS CAR ON &,&,&,&&,&
&,&,&&,&,& A CLOUDY, WATERY DAY, GETTING A RIDE &,&,&,,&,,
&,&,,&,&,& SOMEWHERE. IT FELT LIKE I HAD SOLVED &,&,&,&&,&
&,&,&&,&,& SOME GREAT PUZZLE. I'VE SOLVED NO &,&,&,,&,,
&,&,,&,&,& PUZZLES SINCE THEN. &,&,&,&&,&
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&,&,,&,&,& INSTEAD, I'VE BEEN MINDLESSLY PILOTING &,&,&,&&,&
&,&,&&,&,& THIS BODY AROUND. I STILL GIVE IT LIFE, &,&,&,,&,,
&,&,,&,&,& SOMEHOW. LIKE A GOLEM, AND I TRY NOT TO &,&,&,&&,&
&,&,&&,&,& CARE TOO MUCH, BUT I DO. IT'S A &,&,&,,&,,
&,&,,&,&,& CONTAMINATED GOLEM, THIS ONE. PURITY &,&,&,&&,&
&,&,&&,&,& CLOUDED BY MY ECHO. AFTERGLOW OF MY &,&,&,,&,,
&,&,,&,&,& SPIRIT. &,&,&,&&,&
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