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@,,@,,,@,@ when i  was in eight grade  i  decided i ,,@,,@@@@,
@,@@,,@@@, was dead.  my spirit  had  left my body, ,@@,@,,,@@
@@,@,@,,@@             never to return.             @,@@@,,@,,
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@,,,,@@@,@ i remember  sitting in my parents car on ,@,@@@,@@@
@,,,@,,@@@ a  cloudy,  watery day,  getting  a ride @@@,,@@,,,
@,,@@,@,,, somewhere. it  felt  like i  had  solved ,,@,@,@,,@
@,@,@@@,,, some  great   puzzle.   i've  solved  no ,@@@@@@,@,
@@@@,,@,,,           puzzles since then.            @,,,,,@@@@
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,,@@@,@,@,  instead, i've been mindlessly piloting  @,,,@@,,,,
,@,,@@@@@, this body around. i still  give it life, @,,@,@,,,,
@@,@,,,,@@ somehow.  like a golem, and i try not to @,@@@@,,,,
,@@@,,,@,, care   too  much,   but  i  do.  it's  a @@,,,@,,,@
@,,@,,@@,@   contaminated golem, this one. purity   ,@,,@@,,@@
@,@@,@,@@@ clouded  by  my  echo. afterglow  of  my @@,@,@,@,,
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