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§§§§§¨¨§§¨ when i was in eight grade i decided i ¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨§§
¨¨¨¨¨§¨§¨§ was dead. my spirit had left my body, §¨¨¨§§¨¨§¨
¨¨¨¨¨§§§§§ never to return. ¨§¨¨§¨§¨§§
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§§¨¨¨§§¨¨¨ i remember sitting in my parents car on §¨¨§§¨¨¨¨§
¨¨§¨¨§¨§¨¨ a cloudy, watery day, getting a ride §§¨§¨§¨¨¨§
§¨§§¨§§§§¨ somewhere. it felt like i had solved ¨¨§§§§§¨¨§
¨§§¨§§¨¨¨§ some great puzzle. i've solved no ¨¨§¨¨¨¨§¨§
§§¨§§¨§¨¨§ puzzles since then. §¨§§¨¨¨§§§
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¨¨§¨§§¨¨§§ instead, i've been mindlessly piloting ¨§¨§§§¨§§¨
¨¨§§§¨§¨§¨ this body around. i still give it life, ¨§§§¨¨§§¨§
§¨§¨¨§§§§§ somehow. like a golem, and i try not to §§¨¨§¨§¨§§
¨§§§¨§¨¨¨¨ care too much, but i do. it's a ¨¨§¨§§§§§¨
¨§¨¨§§§¨¨¨ contaminated golem, this one. purity ¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨§
§§§¨§¨¨§¨¨ clouded by my echo. afterglow of my §¨§¨¨§¨¨¨§
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