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&,&&,&,&&, I Used To Be A Goth, In My Youth, Doing &,&,,&&,&&
,&&,&&&&,& Crimes Mostly From Or In My Beloved And &&&&,&,&&,
,&,&&,,,&& Trusted Car, And Sometimes My Mothers ,,,,&&&&,&
&&&&,&,,&, Barn. We Lived Just Outside Town, A ,,,,&,,,&&
,,,,&&&,&& Grove At The End Of A Dirt Road, And ,,,,&&,,&,
,,,,&,,&&, The Barn Was Placed So You Could Just &,,,&,&,&&
&,,,&&,&,& Make Out The Surrounding Fields Through &&,,&&&&&,
&&,,&,&&&& The Trees. ,,&,&,,,,&
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&,&&&,,&,, My Car Was Black And Loud, Both The &&&,,,&,,&
,&&,,&,&&, Engine And The Way The Parts Didn'T &,,&,,&&,&
&&,&,&&&,& Really Stick Together. I Took My &&,&&,&,&&
,,&&&&,,&& Crimefriend For Rides, In The Dark, The &,&&,&&&&,
,,&,,,&,&, Eternal Dark That Seemed To Surround ,&&,&&,,,&
&,&&,,&&&& Us. She Seemed To Cast This Veil Over &&,&&,&,,&
,&&,&,&,,, Everything. Her Black Skirt Reached To &,&&,&&&,&
&&,&&&&&,, Her Knees But Then Somehow Also Back &&&,&&,,&&
,,&&,,,,&, Around, Enveloping All My Memories Of ,,,&&,&,&,
,,&,&,,,&& Our Time Together. ,,,&,&&&&&
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&&&,,,&,&& There Was Blood Everywhere. Sometimes &&,&,,&,,,
&,,&,,&&&, The Blood Was Her Red Lipstick Or Her &,&&&,&&,,
&&,&&,&,,& Checkered Shirt. She Was On Television. &&&,,&&,&,
&,&&,&&&,& We Did Crime, And We Made Weird ,,,&,&,&&&
,&&,&&,,&& Structures In The Barn, Tall Pillars Of &,,&&&&&,,
,&,&&,&,&, Dark Wood, Ladders And Plateaus, Fires &&,&,,,,&,
,&&&,&&&&& And Fairy Lights. We Would Sleep There ,,&&&,,,&&
&&,,&&,,,, And Drink There And She Would Go In The &,&,,&,,&,
&,&,&,&,,, Television. ,&&&,&&,&&
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,&,,,,,,&, And Then The Sun Came Out, And She Went ,,&,&,&&,&
&&&,,,,,&& Away. Everything Changed... I Yearned, ,,&&&&&,&&
,,,&,,,,&, And The World Became Dull Around Me. &,&,,,,&&,
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&,,&,&,,&, I Stopped Doing Crime, Except When &,,,&,,&&&
,&,&&&&,&& Necessarry. Things Somehow Seemed Like ,&,,&&,&,,
,&&&,,,&&, They Were Allright, Moulded In Place, &&&,&,&&&,
,&,,&,,&,& And I Loathed It ------ I Missed Her ,,,&&&&,,&
&&&,&&,&&& So Much. &,,&,,,&,&
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&&,&&&&&&& I Searched For Her, But Nobody Had Any &&,&&&&,,&
,,&&,,,,,, Memories Of Her. Not So Much Of Me &,&&,,,&,&
&,&,&,,,,, Either, From The Time We Were Together. ,&&,&,,&&&
,&&&&&,,,, My Mother Said I Kept To Myself In The &&,&&&,&,,
,&,,,,&,,, Barn, Or In The Car. &,&&,,&&&,
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&&,&,,&,&, Sometimes I Could Still See Her ,,,&&&&&,&
,,&&&,&&&& Flashing By On The Tv In The Barn. &,,&,,,,&&
&,&,,&&,,, Everything Was Black Then, For A &&,&&,,,&,
&&&&,&,&,, Moment. I Remembered Her Laugh And Knew &,&&,&,,&&
,,,,&&&&&, We Had Done Crimes Together, That It ,&&,&&&,&,
,,,,&,,,,& Had Been Real... ,&,&&,,&&&
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,,&,,&&,&& I Died By Getting Shot In The Head ,,&&&,&&,&
&,&&,&,&&, While Ramming The Fence To A Military &,&,,&&,&&
,&&,&&&&,& Facility. By This Time They Had Been &&&&,&,&&,
,&,&&,,,&& Chasing Me For Days. I Lost Control ,,,,&&&&,&
&&&&,&,,&, Over The Car, Crashed It Into A Rock ,,,,&,,,&&
,,,,&&&,&& Wall And Flew Out The Windshield. ,,,,&&,,&,
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&,,,&&,&,& And Then I Got Up, And Looked Around. &&,,&&&&&,
&&,,&,&&&& It Was Dark, Where It Previously Had ,,&,&,,,,&
,,&,&&&,,, Been A Bright Day. Around Me Where &,&&&&,,,&
&,&&&,,&,, Dozens Of Crashed Cars, All My Car, &&&,,,&,,&
,&&,,&,&&, Some On Fire. &,,&,,&&,&
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,,&&&&,,&& The Ground Was Sticky, Red. &,&&,&&&&,
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&,&&,,&&&& And Then I Realized That I Knew This &&,&&,&,,&
,&&,&,&,,, Darkness. I Knew The Way The Sky &,&&,&&&,&
&&,&&&&&,, Touched The Ground. This Was Her Doing! &&&,&&,,&&
,,&&,,,,&, She Was Here! ,,,&&,&,&,
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