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,,~;§$¤@## ##@¤$§;~,,
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,,~;§$¤@## §;~~~~~,,,, ,,,,~~~~~;§ ##@¤$§;~,,
,,~;§$¤@## § § ##@¤$§;~,,
,,~;§¤@### § mirage class goth gf § ###@¤§;~,,
,,,,,,,~§¤ § § ¤§~,,,,,,,
,,~;§$¤@## §;~~~~~,,,, ,,,,~~~~~;§ ##@¤$§;~,,
,,~;§$$$$¤ ¤$$$$§;~,,
,,~;§$¤@## ##@¤$§;~,,
,,~;§$¤@## i used to be a goth, in my youth, doing ##@¤$§;~,,
,,,,,~~;$@ crimes mostly from or in my beloved and @$;~~,,,,,
,,,,,,;$@# trusted car, and sometimes my mothers #@$;,,,,,,
,,~;§$¤@## barn. we lived just outside town, a ##@¤$§;~,,
,,~;§$¤### grove at the end of a dirt road, and ###¤$§;~,,
,,~;§$¤@## the barn was placed so you could just ##@¤$§;~,,
,,,~;;$$¤@ make out the surrounding fields through @¤$$;;~,,,
,,~;§$¤@## the trees. ##@¤$§;~,,
,,~;§$¤@@# #@@¤$§;~,,
,,~;§$¤@## my car was black and loud, both the ##@¤$§;~,,
,,~;§$¤@## engine and the way the parts didn't ##@¤$§;~,,
,,~;§$¤@## really stick together. i took my ##@¤$§;~,,
,,~;§$@### crimefriend for rides, in the dark, the ###@$§;~,,
,,~;§$¤@## eternal dark that seemed to surround ##@¤$§;~,,
,,,,,,,~§¤ us. she seemed to cast this veil over ¤§~,,,,,,,
,,~;§$@### everything. her black skirt reached to ###@$§;~,,
,,~;§$¤@## her knees but then somehow also back ##@¤$§;~,,
,,~;§$¤@## around, enveloping all my memories of ##@¤$§;~,,
,,,,,;§§§¤ our time together. ¤§§§;,,,,,
,,,~~;;§¤# #¤§;;~~,,,
,,~~~;§§§¤ there was blood everywhere. sometimes ¤§§§;~~~,,
,,,,,,;$@# the blood was her red lipstick or her #@$;,,,,,,
,,~;§$¤@## checkered shirt. she was on television. ##@¤$§;~,,
,,~;§$¤¤¤# we did crime, and we made weird #¤¤¤$§;~,,
,,,,,,~;$¤ structures in the barn, tall pillars of ¤$;~,,,,,,
,,~;§$@### dark wood, ladders and plateaus, fires ###@$§;~,,
,,~;§$¤@## and fairy lights. we would sleep there ##@¤$§;~,,
,,~;§¤@### and drink there and she would go in the ###@¤§;~,,
,,,,,~~§¤¤ television. ¤¤§~~,,,,,
,,,,,,~§¤# #¤§~,,,,,,
,,,,;;$¤@@ and then the sun came out, and she went @@¤$;;,,,,
,,~;§$¤@## away. everything changed... i yearned, ##@¤$§;~,,
,,~;§$¤@## and the world became dull around me. ##@¤$§;~,,
,,~;§$¤@## ##@¤$§;~,,
,,~;§$¤@## i stopped doing crime, except when ##@¤$§;~,,
,,,,,~§¤¤# necessarry. things somehow seemed like #¤¤§~,,,,,
,,,,~~§§§¤ they were allright, moulded in place, ¤§§§~~,,,,
,,~;§$¤@## and i loathed it ------ i missed her ##@¤$§;~,,
,,~;§$$¤¤# so much. #¤¤$$§;~,,
,,~;§$¤@## ##@¤$§;~,,
,,~;§$¤@## ##@¤$§;~,,
,,~;;;$$@@ ~~~~~,,, ,,,~~~~~ @@$$;;;~,,
,,~;§$¤@## ##@¤$§;~,,
,,,,~~§§$@ @$§§~~,,,,
,,~;§$¤@## i searched for her, but nobody had any ##@¤$§;~,,
,,,,,~;$@# memories of her. not so much of me #@$;~,,,,,
,,~;§$¤@## either, from the time we were together. ##@¤$§;~,,
,,~;§$¤@## my mother said i kept to myself in the ##@¤$§;~,,
,,~;§$¤@## barn, or in the car. ##@¤$§;~,,
,,~;§$¤@## ##@¤$§;~,,
,,,,~;$¤@# sometimes i could still see her #@¤$;~,,,,
,,,,,,;§¤¤ flashing by on the tv in the barn. ¤¤§;,,,,,,
,,~;§$¤@## everything was black then, for a ##@¤$§;~,,
,,,,,,,;$¤ moment. i remembered her laugh and knew ¤$;,,,,,,,
,,~;§$¤@## we had done crimes together, that it ##@¤$§;~,,
,,,,~~;§¤¤ had been real... ¤¤§;~~,,,,
,,,,,,~§§¤ ¤§§~,,,,,,
,,~;§$¤@## ##@¤$§;~,,
,,~;§$¤@## ~~~~~,,, ,,,~~~~~ ##@¤$§;~,,
,,,,~~;;$@ @$;;~~,,,,
,,~;§$¤@## ##@¤$§;~,,
,,,,,;$$@@ i died by getting shot in the head @@$$;,,,,,
,,~;§$¤¤¤¤ while ramming the fence to a military ¤¤¤¤$§;~,,
,,~;§$¤@## facility. by this time they had been ##@¤$§;~,,
,,,,~;$$$@ chasing me for days. i lost control @$$$;~,,,,
,,~;§$¤@## over the car, crashed it into a rock ##@¤$§;~,,
,,~;§$¤@## wall and flew out the windshield. ##@¤$§;~,,
,,,,,,,;$@ @$;,,,,,,,
,,~;§$¤@## and then i got up, and looked around. ##@¤$§;~,,
,,~;§$¤@## it was dark, where it previously had ##@¤$§;~,,
,,~;§$¤@## been a bright day. around me where ##@¤$§;~,,
,,~;§$¤¤¤¤ dozens of crashed cars, all my car, ¤¤¤¤$§;~,,
,,~;§$¤@## some on fire. ##@¤$§;~,,
,,,,,;;;$¤ ¤$;;;,,,,,
,,~;§$¤@## the ground was sticky, red. ##@¤$§;~,,
,,~§$¤@### ###@¤$§~,,
,,~;§$¤@## and then i realized that i knew this ##@¤$§;~,,
,,,~;§$¤¤¤ darkness. i knew the way the sky ¤¤¤$§;~,,,
,,~;§§§$¤¤ touched the ground. this was her doing! ¤¤$§§§;~,,
,,~;§$¤@## she was here! ##@¤$§;~,,
,,~;§$¤@## ##@¤$§;~,,
,,,,,,;$$@ @$$;,,,,,,
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,,~;§$¤@## ##@¤$§;~,,
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