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&£%\«^,,,, CRIMES MOSTLY FROM OR IN MY BELOVED AND ,,,,^«\%£&
#&£%\«^,,, TRUSTED CAR, AND SOMETIMES MY MOTHERS ,,,^«\%£
##&£%\«^,, BARN. WE LIVED JUST OUTSIDE TOWN, A ,,^«\%£#
###&£%\«^, GROVE AT THE END OF A DIRT ROAD, AND ,^«\%£##
##&£%\«^,, THE BARN WAS PLACED SO YOU COULD JUST ,,^«\%£#
#&£%\«^,,, MAKE OUT THE SURROUNDING FIELDS THROUGH ,,,^«\%£
&£%\«^,,,, THE TREES. ,,,,^«\%£&
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\«^,,,,,,, ENGINE AND THE WAY THE PARTS DIDN'T ,,,,,,,^«\
«^,,,,,,,, REALLY STICK TOGETHER. I TOOK MY ,,,,,,,,^«
^,,,,,,,,, CRIMEFRIEND FOR RIDES, IN THE DARK, THE ,,,,,,,,,^
«^,,,,,,,, ETERNAL DARK THAT SEEMED TO SURROUND ,,,,,,,,^«
\«^,,,,,,, US. SHE SEEMED TO CAST THIS VEIL OVER ,,,,,,,^«\
%\«^,,,,,, EVERYTHING. HER BLACK SKIRT REACHED TO ,,,,,,^«\%
£%\«^,,,,, HER KNEES BUT THEN SOMEHOW ALSO BACK ,,,,,^«\%£
&£%\«^,,,, AROUND, ENVELOPING ALL MY MEMORIES OF ,,,,^«\%£&
#&£%\«^,,, OUR TIME TOGETHER. ,,,^«\%£
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###&£%\«^, THERE WAS BLOOD EVERYWHERE. SOMETIMES ,^«\%£##
##&£%\«^,, THE BLOOD WAS HER RED LIPSTICK OR HER ,,^«\%£#
#&£%\«^,,, CHECKERED SHIRT. SHE WAS ON TELEVISION. ,,,^«\%£
&£%\«^,,,, WE DID CRIME, AND WE MADE WEIRD ,,,,^«\%£&
£%\«^,,,,, STRUCTURES IN THE BARN, TALL PILLARS OF ,,,,,^«\%£
%\«^,,,,,, DARK WOOD, LADDERS AND PLATEAUS, FIRES ,,,,,,^«\%
\«^,,,,,,, AND FAIRY LIGHTS. WE WOULD SLEEP THERE ,,,,,,,^«\
«^,,,,,,,, AND DRINK THERE AND SHE WOULD GO IN THE ,,,,,,,,^«
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\«^,,,,,,, AND THEN THE SUN CAME OUT, AND SHE WENT ,,,,,,,^«\
%\«^,,,,,, AWAY. EVERYTHING CHANGED... I YEARNED, ,,,,,,^«\%
£%\«^,,,,, AND THE WORLD BECAME DULL AROUND ME. ,,,,,^«\%£
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#&£%\«^,,, I STOPPED DOING CRIME, EXCEPT WHEN ,,,^«\%£
##&£%\«^,, NECESSARRY. THINGS SOMEHOW SEEMED LIKE ,,^«\%£#
###&£%\«^, THEY WERE ALLRIGHT, MOULDED IN PLACE, ,^«\%£##
##&£%\«^,, AND I LOATHED IT ------ I MISSED HER ,,^«\%£#
#&£%\«^,,, SO MUCH. ,,,^«\%£
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«^,,,,,,,, MEMORIES OF HER. NOT SO MUCH OF ME ,,,,,,,,^«
\«^,,,,,,, EITHER, FROM THE TIME WE WERE TOGETHER. ,,,,,,,^«\
%\«^,,,,,, MY MOTHER SAID I KEPT TO MYSELF IN THE ,,,,,,^«\%
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#&£%\«^,,, SOMETIMES I COULD STILL SEE HER ,,,^«\%£
##&£%\«^,, FLASHING BY ON THE TV IN THE BARN. ,,^«\%£#
###&£%\«^, EVERYTHING WAS BLACK THEN, FOR A ,^«\%£##
##&£%\«^,, MOMENT. I REMEMBERED HER LAUGH AND KNEW ,,^«\%£#
#&£%\«^,,, WE HAD DONE CRIMES TOGETHER, THAT IT ,,,^«\%£
&£%\«^,,,, HAD BEEN REAL... ,,,,^«\%£&
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\«^,,,,,,, WHILE RAMMING THE FENCE TO A MILITARY ,,,,,,,^«\
%\«^,,,,,, FACILITY. BY THIS TIME THEY HAD BEEN ,,,,,,^«\%
£%\«^,,,,, CHASING ME FOR DAYS. I LOST CONTROL ,,,,,^«\%£
&£%\«^,,,, OVER THE CAR, CRASHED IT INTO A ROCK ,,,,^«\%£&
#&£%\«^,,, WALL AND FLEW OUT THE WINDSHIELD. ,,,^«\%£
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###&£%\«^, AND THEN I GOT UP, AND LOOKED AROUND. ,^«\%£##
##&£%\«^,, IT WAS DARK, WHERE IT PREVIOUSLY HAD ,,^«\%£#
#&£%\«^,,, BEEN A BRIGHT DAY. AROUND ME WHERE ,,,^«\%£
&£%\«^,,,, DOZENS OF CRASHED CARS, ALL MY CAR, ,,,,^«\%£&
£%\«^,,,,, SOME ON FIRE. ,,,,,^«\%£
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\«^,,,,,,, THE GROUND WAS STICKY, RED. ,,,,,,,^«\
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^,,,,,,,,, AND THEN I REALIZED THAT I KNEW THIS ,,,,,,,,,^
«^,,,,,,,, DARKNESS. I KNEW THE WAY THE SKY ,,,,,,,,^«
\«^,,,,,,, TOUCHED THE GROUND. THIS WAS HER DOING! ,,,,,,,^«\
%\«^,,,,,, SHE WAS HERE! ,,,,,,^«\%
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