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,,~†*$¤£## i used to be a goth, in my youth, doing ##£¤$*†~,,
,,~†*$¤¤¤# crimes mostly from or in my beloved and #¤¤¤$*†~,,
,,~†*$¤£## trusted car, and sometimes my mothers ##£¤$*†~,,
,,~†*$¤### barn. we lived just outside town, a ###¤$*†~,,
,,,,~†*$$£ grove at the end of a dirt road, and £$$*†~,,,,
,,,,,,,†$£ the barn was placed so you could just £$†,,,,,,,
,,~†*$¤£## make out the surrounding fields through ##£¤$*†~,,
,,~†$¤£### the trees. ###£¤$†~,,
,,~†*$¤£## ##£¤$*†~,,
,,,,,~*¤££ my car was black and loud, both the ££¤*~,,,,,
,,,~†**¤££ engine and the way the parts didn't ££¤**†~,,,
,,~†*$¤£## really stick together. i took my ##£¤$*†~,,
,,,,,,~*¤¤ crimefriend for rides, in the dark, the ¤¤*~,,,,,,
,,,,†*$¤£# eternal dark that seemed to surround #£¤$*†,,,,
,,,~~~†$¤¤ us. she seemed to cast this veil over ¤¤$†~~~,,,
,,~†*$¤£## everything. her black skirt reached to ##£¤$*†~,,
,,,,~†††*¤ her knees but then somehow also back ¤*†††~,,,,
,,,,,~†*$¤ around, enveloping all my memories of ¤$*†~,,,,,
,,,,,,~†*¤ our time together. ¤*†~,,,,,,
,,~†*$¤£## ##£¤$*†~,,
,,,,,~*¤¤# there was blood everywhere. sometimes #¤¤*~,,,,,
,,,~~~**¤£ the blood was her red lipstick or her £¤**~~~,,,
,,,,,††$¤¤ checkered shirt. she was on television. ¤¤$††,,,,,
,,~†*$£### we did crime, and we made weird ###£$*†~,,
,,,,,,,†$£ structures in the barn, tall pillars of £$†,,,,,,,
,,,,,,†*¤¤ dark wood, ladders and plateaus, fires ¤¤*†,,,,,,
,,,,,~†$$¤ and fairy lights. we would sleep there ¤$$†~,,,,,
,,~†*$¤### and drink there and she would go in the ###¤$*†~,,
,,,,~†*¤££ television. ££¤*†~,,,,
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,,~†*$¤£## and then the sun came out, and she went ##£¤$*†~,,
,,~†*$¤¤¤¤ away. everything changed... i yearned, ¤¤¤¤$*†~,,
,,,,,,,†$£ and the world became dull around me. £$†,,,,,,,
,,~†*$¤£## ##£¤$*†~,,
,,~†††**¤¤ i stopped doing crime, except when ¤¤**†††~,,
,,~†*$¤£## necessarry. things somehow seemed like ##£¤$*†~,,
,,~†*$¤£## they were allright, moulded in place, ##£¤$*†~,,
,,~†****$¤ and i loathed it ------ i missed her ¤$****†~,,
,,,,,,~**¤ so much. ¤**~,,,,,,
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,,~†$¤£### i searched for her, but nobody had any ###£¤$†~,,
,,~†*$¤£## memories of her. not so much of me ##£¤$*†~,,
,,~†*$¤£## either, from the time we were together. ##£¤$*†~,,
,,~†*$¤¤¤£ my mother said i kept to myself in the £¤¤¤$*†~,,
,,~†*¤£### barn, or in the car. ###£¤*†~,,
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,,~†*$¤£££ sometimes i could still see her £££¤$*†~,,
,,~†*$£### flashing by on the tv in the barn. ###£$*†~,,
,,~†*$¤£## everything was black then, for a ##£¤$*†~,,
,,~†*$¤### moment. i remembered her laugh and knew ###¤$*†~,,
,,,,,~**$£ we had done crimes together, that it £$**~,,,,,
,,~†*$¤£## had been real... ##£¤$*†~,,
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,,~†*$¤¤¤# #¤¤¤$*†~,,
,,,,,,~*$¤ i died by getting shot in the head ¤$*~,,,,,,
,,~†*$¤£## while ramming the fence to a military ##£¤$*†~,,
,,,,~**$$¤ facility. by this time they had been ¤$$**~,,,,
,,,,~†$¤¤¤ chasing me for days. i lost control ¤¤¤$†~,,,,
,,~†*$¤£## over the car, crashed it into a rock ##£¤$*†~,,
,,~†*$¤£## wall and flew out the windshield. ##£¤$*†~,,
,~†*$¤£### ###£¤$*†~,
,,,,,~~*¤# and then i got up, and looked around. #¤*~~,,,,,
,,~†*$¤¤£# it was dark, where it previously had #£¤¤$*†~,,
,,~†*$¤£## been a bright day. around me where ##£¤$*†~,,
,,~†*$¤£## dozens of crashed cars, all my car, ##£¤$*†~,,
,,~†**$$¤£ some on fire. £¤$$**†~,,
,~†*$¤£### ###£¤$*†~,
,,~†*$¤£## the ground was sticky, red. ##£¤$*†~,,
,,~†*$¤£## ##£¤$*†~,,
,,~†*$¤£## and then i realized that i knew this ##£¤$*†~,,
,,~†*$¤¤¤¤ darkness. i knew the way the sky ¤¤¤¤$*†~,,
,,,,~~††$£ touched the ground. this was her doing! £$††~~,,,,
,,~†*$¤£££ she was here! £££¤$*†~,,
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