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#^^».,,,,, I WAS THINKING TO STOP DOING ,,,,,.»^^#
##^^».,,,, HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I ,,,,.»^^##
@##^^».,,, DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN ,,,.»^^##@
#@##^^».,, ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE ,,.»^^##@#
##@##^^»., THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND ,.»^^##@##
#@##^^».,, THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ,,.»^^##@#
@##^^».,,, REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE ,,,.»^^##@
##^^».,,,, ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY ,,,,.»^^##
#^^».,,,,, ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I ,,,,,.»^^#
##^^».,,,, HAPPEN TO SEE... FOR EXAMPLE, FOR A ,,,,.»^^##
@##^^».,,, LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN ,,,.»^^##@
#@##^^».,, KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS ,,.»^^##@#
##@##^^»., ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE ,.»^^##@##
#@##^^».,, SEASONS THIS WAY. ,,.»^^##@#
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##^^».,,,, HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA ,,,,.»^^##
@##^^».,,, INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN ,,,.»^^##@
#@##^^».,, THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS ,,.»^^##@#
##@##^^»., BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT ,.»^^##@##
#@##^^».,, BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ,,.»^^##@#
@##^^».,,, COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ,,,.»^^##@
##^^».,,,, THESE THINGS UP. ,,,,.»^^##
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#@##^^».,, IT COMES TO ME SOMETIMES THAT SHIT, ,,.»^^##@#
##@##^^»., WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ,.»^^##@##
#@##^^».,, CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE ,,.»^^##@#
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##^^».,,,, IF I DO NOT SLEEP FOR ABOUT TWENTY ,,,,.»^^##
@##^^».,,, HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ,,,.»^^##@
#@##^^».,, CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S ,,.»^^##@#
##@##^^»., THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. ,.»^^##@##
#@##^^».,, NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL ,,.»^^##@#
@##^^».,,, SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME ,,,.»^^##@
##^^».,,,, "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. ,,,,.»^^##
#^^».,,,,, AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME ,,,,,.»^^#
##^^».,,,, SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO ,,,,.»^^##
@##^^».,,, WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE. ,,,.»^^##@
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