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       ¨     ketamine, ket, "horse tranquilizer"              
                                                              
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           still unknown to me,  other than through ¨         
             dreams*. apparently made for making     :        
           holes. they may be dark and  monochrome.           
                         they may not.                        
                                                              
           white  powder,  dosed  by  way  of  key?           
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           *a  red  cylinder,  wide  as  a  finger.           
                glossy freckled ceramics, with                
               something organic inside, being           .    
           corrupted before  your eyes - turning to           
           ash, but  there's no  flame. you hold it           
           up to  your  nose, suck  it  in  with  a           
           sharp   inhale.  exit  to  the  balcony.           
                                                            ¨ 
           here  on  the  fifth floor, with  a view           
           over  the  parking   lot,  things  start           
                 folding into each other, like             *  
            collapsing a cardboard box. dimensions            
             becoming flat and adjacent. pressed              
           into  each other. creases are  flattened         , 
           out,  distances disappear, the  world is           
           mangled  down  to  two  dimensions.  and           
           suddenly  light  falls  on  the edge  of           
           everything  rather than  the surface: it           
                  all goes completely dark.                   
                                                              
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