ketamine, ket, "horse tranquilizer"          ,   
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           still unknown to  me, other than through           
              dreams*. apparently made for making             
       ¨   holes. they may  be dark and monochrome.           
                        they may not.                         
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     ,     white  powder,  dosed  by  way  of  key?        .  
                                                              
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      .    *a  red  cylinder,  wide  as  a  finger.           
       .        glossy freckled ceramics, with                
               something organic inside, being                
           corrupted before  your eyes - turning to           
           ash,  but there's no flame. you  hold it           
           up  to  your nose,  suck it  in  with  a           
           sharp  inhale.  exit  to  the   balcony.           
                                                              
           here  on  the fifth floor,  with a  view           
           over  the  parking  lot,  things   start           
                 folding into each other, like                
            collapsing a cardboard box. dimensions            
              becoming flat and adjacent. pressed             
           into  each  other. creases are flattened           
           out, distances disappear,  the  world is           
           mangled  down  to  two  dimensions.  and           
        ¨  suddenly  light  falls  on  the edge  of           
 *         everything rather  than the  surface: it  .        
                   all goes completely dark.         .        
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