When  I Was In  Eight Grade  I Decided I 
 Was  Dead.  My Spirit Had Left  My Body, 
             Never To Return.             
                                          
 I Remember Sitting In My  Parents Car On 
 A  Cloudy,  Watery  Day, Getting A  Ride 
 Somewhere.  It  Felt Like  I Had  Solved 
 Some  Great   Puzzle.   I'Ve  Solved  No 
           Puzzles Since Then.            
                                          
  Instead, I'Ve Been Mindlessly Piloting  
 This Body Around.  I Still Give It Life, 
 Somehow.  Like A Golem, And I Try Not To 
 Care  Too  Much,  But   I  Do.   It'S  A 
   Contaminated Golem, This One. Purity   
 Clouded  By  My  Echo.  Afterglow Of  My 
                  Spirit.