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@,,,,,,@@, always tears in my  eyes when using  the ,@@,,,,@@@
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@@,,,,,,,, i  don't think it's  hormonal  overload. @@,,@@@@@@
@,,@@@@@@, there's no  grief  or  joy as  my  water @,,,,@@@@@
,,,,@@@@,, rolls down my  face.  i  notice  nothing ,,@@,,@@@@
,@@,,@@,,@ until my chin is wet. wipe  it  off with ,,,,,,,@@,
,,,,,,,,,, the back  of my hand. but i usually keep @@@@@@,,,,
@@@@@@@@@,           crying for a while.            @@@@@,,@@@
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@@@@@@@,,, i  theorize  some  kind of resonance  in @@@,,@@,,@
@@@@@@,,@@  the neural interface; some saturation   ,@,,,,,,,,
,@@@@,,,,, signal being tripped? the  connection is ,,,@@@@@@,
,,@@,,@@@@        imperfect and often induces       ,@,,@@@@,,
@,,,,,,@@@  single-sense hallucinations. acute but  ,,,,,@@,,@
,,@@@@,,@@ hollow  hunger.  sand  grains  under  my @@@@,,,,,,
@,,@@,,,,@  fingertips. strange tastes and scents.  @@@,,@@@@@
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,@@@@,,,,, and  i  mean,  maybe  it  isn't  to  far @,,@@,,@@,
,,@@,,@@@@ fetched that  something  like  that  can ,,,,,,,,,,
@,,,,,,@@@  cause autonomous reactions? dry mouth.  ,@@@@@@@@@
,,@@@@,,@@     finger spasms. opened tear ducts.    ,,@@@@@@@@
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