växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know  how i let it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted glasses.  the  room 
 changes shape  a lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if i really  want to, can i make 
 it  feel  like  there  is enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  - can i make it feel  like it 
              doesn't matter?