växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know how  i  let it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape  a lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are revolving  around  time, 
 and the perception  of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want to,  can  i make 
 it  feel  like  there  is enough  of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i make  it  feel like it 
              doesn't matter?