växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know how i  let  it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes  shape  a lot. right now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid? if i  really want to, can  i make 
 it  feel  like there  is  enough  of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important  - can i make  it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?