växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know how  i  let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes  shape a  lot. right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are revolving  around  time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i  really  want to, can i make 
 it feel  like  there is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i  make it  feel like it 
              doesn't matter?