växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know  how i let  it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape a  lot.  right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want to,  can  i make 
 it  feel  like there is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i make  it  feel like it 
             doesn't matter?