växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know how  i let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes  shape  a lot. right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want to, can  i make 
 it  feel  like  there is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important -  can i make  it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?