växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know  how  i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape a lot.  right now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving  around time, 
 and the perception  of it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if  i really want to, can i make 
 it feel like  there  is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i  make it feel like  it 
              doesn't matter?