växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know how i  let  it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape a  lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid? if i really want  to,  can i make 
 it  feel  like  there  is enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i  make  it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?