växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know how  i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape a lot.  right  now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are revolving  around  time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if  i really want to, can i make 
 it  feel like there  is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can i make it  feel like it 
             doesn't matter?