växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells  of old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know how  i let  it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape a  lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception  of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want to, can i  make 
 it feel  like  there  is  enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i  make  it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?