växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know how  i let  it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape  a lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid? if  i really  want to, can i make 
 it  feel  like  there is  enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can  i make it  feel like it 
             doesn't matter?