växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know how  i let it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid? if i really want  to, can i  make 
 it  feel like there  is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i make it  feel like  it 
              doesn't matter?