växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know  how i let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape a lot.  right now  there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are revolving  around  time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if  i really want to, can i make 
 it  feel  like there  is  enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can i  make it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?