växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know how  i let  it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape  a lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want  to, can i make 
 it feel  like  there  is enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can  i make it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?