växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know  how i  let it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape a  lot.  right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving around  time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want to, can i  make 
 it  feel like  there  is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important -  can i make it feel like  it 
             doesn't matter?