växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know how i  let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape  a lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with   yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid?  if i really want to, can i  make 
 it  feel  like there is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can  i make it  feel like it 
              doesn't matter?