växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know how i let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses.  the room 
 changes  shape a lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are  revolving around time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want to,  can  i make 
 it  feel  like  there  is  enough of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  - can i make  it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?