växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know  how i let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape a  lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if i  really want to, can i make 
 it  feel  like there is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important  - can i make it  feel like it 
              doesn't matter?