växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know how i let  it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a lot. right  now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid?  if i really want to,  can i make 
 it  feel  like  there  is enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can i make it feel like  it 
             doesn't matter?