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§¨¨§¨§§¨§¨ always tears in my eyes when using the ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
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§¨§§¨¨§¨§¨ i don't think it's hormonal overload. ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨¨§¨§§¨§¨ there's no grief or joy as my water ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨§§¨¨§¨§¨ rolls down my face. i notice nothing ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨¨§¨§§¨§¨ until my chin is wet. wipe it off with ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨§§¨¨§¨§¨ the back of my hand. but i usually keep ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨¨§¨§§¨§¨ crying for a while. ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
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§¨¨§¨§§¨§¨ i theorize some kind of resonance in ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨§§¨¨§¨§¨ the neural interface; some saturation ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨¨§¨§§¨§¨ signal being tripped? the connection is ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨§§¨¨§¨§¨ imperfect and often induces ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨¨§¨§§¨§¨ single-sense hallucinations. acute but ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨§§¨¨§¨§¨ hollow hunger. sand grains under my ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨¨§¨§§¨§¨ fingertips. strange tastes and scents. ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
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§¨¨§¨§§¨§¨ and i mean, maybe it isn't to far ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨§§¨¨§¨§¨ fetched that something like that can ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨¨§¨§§¨§¨ cause autonomous reactions? dry mouth. ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨§§¨¨§¨§¨ finger spasms. opened tear ducts. ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§
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