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,,,,,-**%# always tears  in my eyes when using  the #%**-,,,,,
,,,--†††%#                 machine.                 #%†††--,,,
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,--*†%#¶@# i  don't think  it's  hormonal overload. #@¶#%†*--,
,,,,,---†# there's  no  grief or joy  as  my  water #†---,,,,,
,,,,-**%%# rolls  down  my  face. i notice  nothing #%%**-,,,,
,,,,,,-*%¶ until my chin is wet.  wipe it off  with ¶%*-,,,,,,
,,,,,,-*%¶ the back  of my hand. but i usually keep ¶%*-,,,,,,
,--*†%#¶@#            crying for a while.           #@¶#%†*--,
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--*†%#¶@## i  theorize some  kind of  resonance  in ##@¶#%†*--
,--*†%#¶@#  the neural interface; some saturation   #@¶#%†*--,
,,,-**†%#¶ signal being  tripped? the connection is ¶#%†**-,,,
,,,--*†%%#        imperfect and often induces       #%%†*--,,,
,--***††%¶  single-sense hallucinations. acute but  ¶%††***--,
,--*†%#¶@# hollow  hunger.  sand  grains  under  my #@¶#%†*--,
,,,--*†%#¶  fingertips. strange tastes and scents.  ¶#%†*--,,,
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,--*†%#¶## and  i  mean,  maybe  it  isn't  to  far ##¶#%†*--,
,,,,--*†#@ fetched  that  something like  that  can @#†*--,,,,
,--*†††##@  cause autonomous reactions? dry mouth.  @##†††*--,
,--*†%#¶@#     finger spasms. opened tear ducts.    #@¶#%†*--,
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