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,@,@@,@,@@ always tears  in my eyes when  using the @,,,@,@,@@
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,@,@,,@,@, i  don't  think  it's hormonal overload. @@@,,,@,@,
@@@@,@@@@@ there's  no grief or  joy  as  my  water ,,@,,@@@@,
,,,@@,,,,, rolls  down  my face.  i  notice nothing ,@@,@,,,@@
,,@,@,,,,@ until  my chin is  wet. wipe it off with @,@@@,,@,@
,@@@@,,,@, the back of my hand. but i usually  keep @@,,@,@@@@
@,,,@,,@@,           crying for a while.            ,@,@@@,,,@
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@,@,@@@@,@ i  theorize  some kind  of  resonance in ,,@,@@,@@@
@@@@,,,@@,  the neural interface; some saturation   ,@@@,@@,,,
,,,@,,@,@, signal  being tripped? the connection is @,,@@,@,,@
,,@@,@@@@@        imperfect and often induces       @,@,@@@,@@
,@,@@,,,,@  single-sense hallucinations. acute but  @@@@,,@@,@
@@@,@,,,@, hollow  hunger.  sand  grains  under  my ,,,@,@,@@@
,,@@@,,@@,  fingertips. strange tastes and scents.  ,,@@@@@,,,
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@@,@@@@@@, and  i  mean,  maybe  it  isn't  to  far @@,,,@@,,,
,@@,,,,,@@ fetched  that  something  like that  can ,@,,@,@,,@
@,@,,,,@,,  cause autonomous reactions? dry mouth.  @@,@@@@,@@
@@@,,,@@,,     finger spasms. opened tear ducts.    ,@@,,,@@,,
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