jwh zero eighteen (cannabinoid drug)     
 third report                             
  
                                          
                                          
                                          
 i    felt   the    all    too   familiar 
     constriction of everything, the      
 vividness of sound  and colors, and  the 
         narrowed attention span.         
                                          
 here    it     comes,     i     thought. 
                                          
 some   birds  tweeted  and   the   sound 
    reverberated in my head, seemingly    
 "behind" all other sound, like  when you 
 daydream   and   see  what  you  imagine 
 clearer   than   what   you   look   at. 
                                          
 as  i  walked toward my bike  i  noticed 
 that there was  a strange humming  sound 
 going on,  a dark,  metallic, drone-like 
   monotone thing coming from seemingly   
 all  directions,  acting as  a  backdrop 
           for all other sound.           
                                          
 as  i rode toward my house i  understood 
 that  this  hum was  in the other "sound 
              space" as well.             
                                          
 (i recorded myself singing in tune  with 
 the sound, so  i  could  find it  on the 
 piano   later.  it   was  a   g  sharp). 
                                          
                                          
                                          
                                          
                                          
                                          
                                          
 things  lost  all  sense  of proportion; 
 when  i looked at  them they would  fill 
 my entire vision, and  without  anything 
  changing visually they would oscillate  
 between  being percieved as  very  small 
           or enourmously big.            
                                          
 in  the middle  of  the day  in a forest 
 with  nobody  around, i  got  struck  by 
 fear and  climbed  a  great  height.  my 
 inner organs  were  tugged by  a  second 
 gravity.  this  made  me  feel very ill, 
 but  it  lessened  if  i  complied   and 
 lunged my  body in the  felt  direction. 
                                          
 this   is   when   i  found  a  dark orb