jwh zero eighteen (cannabinoid drug)     
 third report                             
  
                                          
                                          
                                          
 i   felt    the    all    too   familiar 
     constriction of everything, the      
 vividness of  sound and  colors, and the 
         narrowed attention span.         
                                          
 here     it     comes,    i     thought. 
                                          
 some   birds   tweeted  and  the   sound 
    reverberated in my head, seemingly    
 "behind" all other sound, like  when you 
 daydream   and   see  what  you  imagine 
 clearer   than   what   you   look   at. 
                                          
 as i  walked toward  my  bike  i noticed 
 that  there was  a strange humming sound 
 going  on, a dark,  metallic, drone-like 
   monotone thing coming from seemingly   
 all  directions,  acting  as a  backdrop 
           for all other sound.           
                                          
 as  i rode toward my house  i understood 
 that  this  hum was  in the other "sound 
             space" as well.              
                                          
 (i recorded myself singing in tune  with 
 the  sound,  so i could  find  it on the 
 piano   later.  it   was  a  g   sharp). 
                                          
                                          
                                          
                                          
                                          
                                          
                                          
 things  lost  all  sense of  proportion; 
 when  i looked at  them they  would fill 
 my  entire vision,  and without anything 
  changing visually they would oscillate  
 between  being  percieved as very  small 
            or enourmously big.           
                                          
 in  the  middle  of the day  in a forest 
 with  nobody  around,  i  got  struck by 
 fear  and  climbed  a  great  height. my 
 inner  organs  were tugged by  a  second 
 gravity. this  made  me feel  very  ill, 
 but   it  lessened  if  i  complied  and 
 lunged  my  body in  the felt direction. 
                                          
 this  is  when  i   found   a   dark orb