växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know how i let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape a lot.  right  now there's 
 a   blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want to, can i  make 
 it feel  like  there  is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i make it  feel like  it 
             doesn't matter?