växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know  how i let it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape  a lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving around  time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i  really want to, can  i make 
 it feel like  there  is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can  i make it feel like  it 
             doesn't matter?