växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells  of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know  how i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes  shape a lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are revolving  around  time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want to,  can i make 
 it  feel  like  there is  enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  - can i make it feel like  it 
              doesn't matter?