växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment  smells of old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know  how  i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes  shape a lot.  right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid? if  i  really want to, can i make 
 it feel  like  there  is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important -  can i make it feel like  it 
              doesn't matter?