växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know how  i let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses.  the room 
 changes  shape a lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid? if i  really want  to, can i make 
 it feel  like  there  is  enough  of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important -  can i  make it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?