växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know how i let  it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear  yellow tinted glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if i really want to, can  i make 
 it feel  like  there is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can  i make it feel  like it 
             doesn't matter?