växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know  how i  let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape  a  lot. right now there's 
 a  blue   sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving around  time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i  really want to, can  i make 
 it  feel  like there is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i  make it feel like  it 
              doesn't matter?