växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know how i let  it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted glasses.  the  room 
 changes  shape a lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid? if i really  want  to, can i make 
 it  feel  like there is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can i  make it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?