växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know how i let  it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape  a  lot. right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid?  if i really want to,  can i make 
 it  feel like  there  is  enough  of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can  i  make it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?