växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know  how i let  it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape  a lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts  are revolving around time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if i really want to, can  i make 
 it  feel  like there is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i  make it feel  like it 
             doesn't matter?