växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know  how i let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid?  if i really want to, can i  make 
 it feel like  there  is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can  i make it feel  like it 
              doesn't matter?