växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells of old  coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't  know how i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes  shape  a lot. right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid? if i  really want to, can i  make 
 it  feel like  there  is  enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i  make it feel  like it 
              doesn't matter?