växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know how i  let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape a lot.  right now  there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are revolving  around  time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i  really  want to, can i make 
 it feel  like  there is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i  make  it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?