växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells  of old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know  how i let  it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes  shape a lot. right now  there's 
 a   blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid? if  i really want to, can i  make 
 it  feel  like there  is  enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i  make it feel like  it 
             doesn't matter?