växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know how i  let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape a lot.  right  now there's 
 a   blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid?  if i really want to,  can i make 
 it feel  like  there is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important  - can i make it  feel like it 
             doesn't matter?