växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells  of old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know how  i let  it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses.  the room 
 changes  shape a  lot. right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts  are revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid? if i really  want to,  can i make 
 it  feel  like there  is enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can  i  make it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?