växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells of old  coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know how  i  let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape  a  lot. right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid? if  i really want to, can i  make 
 it  feel like  there is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can  i make it feel like  it 
              doesn't matter?