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..........          ....^^## växjö ##^^....         ....&&&&..
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&&&&&&&&&& the apartment smells of  old  coffee and ..........
.&&&&&&&&. sweeteners.  i don't  know how i let  it .&&&&&&&&.
..&&&&&&.. get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. ..&&&&&&..
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....&&..&& i wear  yellow tinted  glasses. the room ....&&....
&&&....... changes shape a lot.  right  now there's .&&....&&&
&&..&&&&&& a   blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i ....&&..&&
&....&&&&.    experiment with different colored     .&&......&
..&&..&&..       lights. i'm learning things.       ....&&&&..
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..&&&&&&.. my  thoughts are revolving around  time, &&........
&..&&&&..& and the perception of it.  can i make it &..&&&&&&&
....&&.... rigid? if i really  want to, can i  make ....&&&&&&
.&&....&&& it feel  like  there  is  enough of  it? .&&..&&&&.
....&&..&&     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    ......&&..
&&&....... important - can i make it  feel like  it .&&&&....&
&&..&&&&&&             doesn't matter?              ..&&..&&..
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