växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells  of old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know  how i  let it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes  shape a lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with   yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid? if  i really  want to, can i make 
 it  feel  like there  is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i  make it feel  like it 
              doesn't matter?