växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know how  i let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear  yellow tinted glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a lot. right now  there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception  of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want  to, can  i make 
 it feel  like  there  is  enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can i make it  feel like it 
              doesn't matter?