växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know how i  let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted glasses.  the  room 
 changes shape a lot. right  now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are revolving  around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid? if i really  want to, can  i make 
 it  feel  like there  is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i make it  feel  like it 
              doesn't matter?