stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed and i  don't know 
 why! it seems  too slow for  my taste? i 
 try to numb its  will but  it only  gets 
 more frightened  by  its  own existence. 
 at  this point  a  lot of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with  the though of sedating it, 
 but   decide  that   it   will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is   no   way    out