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.@@..@..@@ now, usually i feel good (maybe?), but @@........
.......... this time of confusion also leads to @..@@@@@@@
.@@@@@@@@@ all analyzes ending in "useless" - i ....@@@@@.
..@@@@@@@. was being bothered by something in a @@@..@@@..
@..@@@@@.. song or movie or book, so i think, how @@....@..@
....@@@... would i have done it, what is the @..@@.....
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@..@@@@@@@ more and more pieces falls off until ..@@....@@
....@@@@@. i'm standing there with nothing. @....@@..@
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......@..@ reductionist hell - .....@@@@@
.@@@@..... i wan't a bottom floor, a concept @@@@..@@@.
..@@..@@@. bedrock, but the deeper i go the more .@@....@..
@......@.. abstract they are, the things, until ....@@...@
..@@@@...@ they cease to be things at all @@@....@..
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.........@ are we just stacked triangles? there is @......@..
@@@@@@@@.. nothing i can do with triangles. they ..@@@@...@
@@@@@@@... can not shelter me in any meaningful ...@@..@..
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...@..@@.. and when i can't even anchor myself, ....@@@@@.
@@.......@ when i am nothing but the question, it .@@..@@@..
...@@@@@.. feels like it can all slip through my ......@...
@@..@@@..@ fingers... "whoops", and nothing ever .@@@@...@@
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