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###£@%*«~. trusted car, and sometimes my mothers .~«*%@£###
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###£@%*«~. grove at the end of a dirt road, and .~«*%@£###
###£@%*«~. the barn was placed so you could just .~«*%@£###
£%«~...... make out the surrounding fields through ......~«%£
###£@%*«~. the trees. .~«*%@£###
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###£@%*«~. my car was black and loud, both the .~«*%@£###
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###£@%*«~. really stick together. i took my .~«*%@£###
#£@@**««~. crimefriend for rides, in the dark, the .~««**@@£#
###£@%*«~. eternal dark that seemed to surround .~«*%@£###
#££%*«.... us. she seemed to cast this veil over ....«*%££#
###£@%*«~. everything. her black skirt reached to .~«*%@£###
#£%%*««~~. her knees but then somehow also back .~~««*%%£#
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###£@%*«~. our time together. .~«*%@£###
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###£@%*«~. the blood was her red lipstick or her .~«*%@£###
####£@%*«. checkered shirt. she was on television. .«*%@£####
£@*~...... we did crime, and we made weird ......~*@£
###£@%*«~. structures in the barn, tall pillars of .~«*%@£###
#@*«~..... dark wood, ladders and plateaus, fires .....~«*@#
#£%%*~.... and fairy lights. we would sleep there ....~*%%£#
###£@%*«~. and drink there and she would go in the .~«*%@£###
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###£@%*«~. and then the sun came out, and she went .~«*%@£###
####£@%*«. away. everything changed... i yearned, .«*%@£####
#££%«..... and the world became dull around me. .....«%££#
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££@@*~.... i stopped doing crime, except when ....~*@@££
###£@%*«~. necessarry. things somehow seemed like .~«*%@£###
###£@%*«~. they were allright, moulded in place, .~«*%@£###
####£@%*«. and i loathed it ------ i missed her .«*%@£####
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#£@@*«.... i searched for her, but nobody had any ....«*@@£#
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###£@%*«~. either, from the time we were together. .~«*%@£###
###£@%*«~. my mother said i kept to myself in the .~«*%@£###
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###£@%*«~. flashing by on the tv in the barn. .~«*%@£###
###£@%*«~. everything was black then, for a .~«*%@£###
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###£@%*«~. facility. by this time they had been .~«*%@£###
###£@%*«~. chasing me for days. i lost control .~«*%@£###
##£@@%*«~. over the car, crashed it into a rock .~«*%@@£##
£%*~...... wall and flew out the windshield. ......~*%£
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###£@%*«~. and then i got up, and looked around. .~«*%@£###
###£@%*«~. it was dark, where it previously had .~«*%@£###
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###£@%*«~. dozens of crashed cars, all my car, .~«*%@£###
###£@%*«~. some on fire. .~«*%@£###
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##@@@%*«~. the ground was sticky, red. .~«*%@@@##
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###£@%*«~. and then i realized that i knew this .~«*%@£###
###£@%*«~. darkness. i knew the way the sky .~«*%@£###
###£@%*«~. touched the ground. this was her doing! .~«*%@£###
###£@%*«~. she was here! .~«*%@£###
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