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##@#%*=~:.   on the balcony. i'm watching myself.   .:~=*%#@##
##@#%*=~:.   i'm watching the sky. the clouds are   .:~=*%#@##
###@%*=~:.   rolling by. something is weird, but -  .:~=*%@###
#**~:..... the thought moves on. the clouds drift.  .....:~**#
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@#%***=~:. **************************************** .:~=***%#@
####%*=~:. *    I    INSTALLED    AN    UNSAFE    * .:~=*%####
####%*=~:. *    LIGHT   IN    THE    BATHROOM.    * .:~=*%####
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##@#%*=~:.     yes, this was earlier today. some    .:~=*%#@##
###@#*=~:.  circuits exposed, could get wet maybe.  .:~=*#@###
##**~~~~:.    it doesn't worry me anymore though.   .:~~~~**##
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@%=~~.....   inside now. i forget the time easily.  .....~~=%@
##@#%*=~:. the bathroom door is open. i'm watching  .:~=*%#@##
#*~~~.....    the sky again, through the kitchen    .....~~~*#
@@%***=~:.   window. why am i looking at the sky?   .:~=***%@@
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@%**=~.... **************************************** ....~=**%@
###@#%*=~: *    I    SAW    TWO    HELICOPTERS    * :~=*%#@###
####%*=~:. *    FLYING     EAST,     TOGETHER.    * .:~=*%####
#@#%%*=~:. **************************************** .:~=*%%#@#
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##@#%*=~:.       i can't remember why this was      .:~=*%#@##
@@#*~:.... important. it's just another thing that  ....:~*#@@
@@%***=~:.  used to stress me. there were a lot of  .:~=***%@@
#*~~......    those and i like not thinking about   ......~~*#
#@@#%*=~:.               them as much.              .:~=*%#@@#
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####%*=~:. **************************************** .:~=*%####
###@#%*=:. * THERE'S A FOREIGN OBJECT IN MY BODY, * .:=*%#@###
@#%==~.... *   PREVENTING   ME   FROM   EATING.   * ....~==%#@
##@#%*=~:. **************************************** .:~=*%#@##
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@%%%*=~~:.     right. this was after the light,     .:~~=*%%%@
@%*~::....                 probably.                ....::~*%@
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