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.......~=†   on the balcony. i'm watching myself.   †=~.......
........~=   i'm watching the sky. the clouds are   =~........
.........~  rolling by. something is weird, but -   ~.........
.......... the thought moves on. the clouds drift.  ..........
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.......... *    I    INSTALLED    AN    UNSAFE    * ..........
.......... *   LIGHT    IN    THE    BATHROOM.    * ..........
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.......~=†    yes, this was earlier today. some     †=~.......
......~=†*  circuits exposed, could get wet maybe.  *†=~......
.....~=†*$   it doesn't worry me anymore though.    $*†=~.....
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...~=†*$&#  inside now. i forget the time easily.   #&$*†=~...
..~=†*$&##  the bathroom door is open. i'm watching ##&$*†=~..
.~=†*$&###    the sky again, through the kitchen    ###&$*†=~.
..~=†*$&##   window. why am i looking at the sky?   ##&$*†=~..
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.....~=†*$ *    I    SAW    TWO    HELICOPTERS    * $*†=~.....
......~=†* *    FLYING    EAST,     TOGETHER.     * *†=~......
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.........~       i can't remember why this was      ~.........
.......... important. it's just another thing that  ..........
..........  used to stress me. there were a lot of  ..........
..........   those and i like not thinking about    ..........
..........              them as much.               ..........
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........~= * THERE'S A FOREIGN OBJECT IN MY BODY, * =~........
.......~=† *   PREVENTING   ME   FROM   EATING.   * †=~.......
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....~=†*$&     right. this was after the light,     &$*†=~....
...~=†*$&#                probably.                 #&$*†=~...
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