&&&&¨¨¨¨¨¨ ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&&&
&&&¨¨&&&&& ¨&&&&&¨¨&&
&&¨¨¨¨&&&& ¨¨&&&¨¨¨¨&
&¨¨&&¨¨&&¨ ¨¨¨&¨¨&&¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ &&¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
&&&&&&&&&¨ ;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;; &¨¨&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&¨¨ ¨¨¨¨&&&&&&
&&&&&&&¨¨¨ mouse girl likes shoes ¨&&¨¨&&&&&
&&&&&&¨¨&& ¨¨¨¨¨¨&&&&
&&&&&¨¨¨¨¨ ; ; ; ; &&&&&¨¨&&&
&&&&¨¨&&&& &&&&¨¨¨¨&&
&&&¨¨¨¨&&& in this dream i was a girl of maybe ¨&&¨¨&&¨¨&
&&¨¨&&¨¨&& sixteen years, together with my dad in ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ a huge bath house / spa / hotel / &&&&&&&&&¨
&&&&&&&&&& shopping centre. dad was constatly &&&&&&&&¨¨
¨&&&&&&&&& pointing out hot girls to me. "you see ¨&&&&&&¨¨¨
¨¨&&&&&&&& that black-haired thing dissapearing ¨¨&&&&¨¨&&
¨¨¨&&&&&&¨ behind the clothes rack? oof!" he'd &¨¨&&¨¨¨¨¨
&&¨¨&&&&¨¨ say. he was always very creepy about ¨¨¨¨¨¨&&&&
&¨¨¨¨&&¨¨& this, going for girls my age. ¨&&&&¨¨&&&
¨¨&&¨¨¨¨¨¨ ¨¨&&¨¨¨¨&&
¨¨¨¨¨&&&&& this night he had just tried to woo a &¨¨¨¨&&¨¨¨
&&&&¨¨&&&& girl he called a "mouse" by buying her ¨¨&&¨¨¨¨&&
&&&¨¨¨¨&&& shoes, but she had accepted them only &¨¨¨¨&&¨¨&
&&¨¨&&¨¨&& to run away immediately afterward. dad ¨¨&&¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ was a bit bummed but dropped it &¨¨¨¨&&&&¨
&&&&&&&&&& quickly. i said goodnight to him and ¨¨&&¨¨&&¨¨
¨&&&&&&&&& went looking for the mouse. ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨&&&&&&&& &&&&&&&&&&
¨¨¨&&&&&&& the building was enormous and mazelike. ¨&&&&&&&&¨
&&¨¨&&&&&& walls, floors and pillars were set in ¨¨&&&&&&¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨&&&&& green marble. throughout the house ran ¨¨¨&&&&¨¨¨
&&&&¨¨&&&& a main boulevard, wide as a street, &&¨¨&&¨¨&&
&&&¨¨¨¨&&& framed with clay vases dark as obsidian &¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&
&&¨¨&&¨¨&& and taller than a person. in each vase ¨¨&&&&&&¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨& was placed upright a leaf from a palm ¨¨¨&&&&¨¨¨
&&&&&&&&¨¨ tree or giant fern. the boulevard was &&¨¨&&¨¨&&
&&&&&&&¨¨¨ dimly lit, which allowed the pools that &¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&
&&&&&&¨¨&& were generously sprinkled throughout ¨¨&&&&&&¨¨
¨&&&&¨¨¨¨& each floor would reflect suggestive ¨¨¨&&&&¨¨¨
¨¨&&¨¨&&¨¨ patterns on the marble. &&¨¨&&¨¨&&
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
&&&&&&&&&& ; ; ; ; &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& following the boulevard, two floors up &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& i found her crying behind two fern &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& vases. she was beautiful, and as i &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& approached, she looked up and sniveled. &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& in the nearest vase she had stuffed &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& both the shoes. &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& i told her to follow, but she didn't &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& move or speak. so instead i said to &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& stay there, and ran to get her a better &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& pair of shoes that she would actually &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& like. when i returned, having spent &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& more than i could really afford, she &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& was visibly impressed. i tried to sound &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& cool, saying something like "what do &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& you think, just because a girl has a &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& freaky dad, she doesn't have taste?" &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& but mouse girl just laughed at me. &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& she then took me by the hand and led me &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& out a side route to a closed-off &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& rooftop walking garden, full of juniper &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& and thuja. it was a late evening, and &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& the stars were glittering. being &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& closed, the garden had its light turned &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& off, but we could still see our way &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& around by the light shining down from &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& the windows of the higher floors. &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& she lay down in a patch of grass. i sat &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& down on my knees, and then crawled &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& closer. she laughed at me again, and &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& said - &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& ; ; ; ; &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& (here i am awakened by the morning crew) &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& ;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;; &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& &&&&&&&&&&
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