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#@$=^-,... now, usually i feel  good  (maybe?), but ...,-^=$@#
##@$=^-,.. this  time of confusion  also  leads  to ..,-^=$@##
###@$=^-,. all analyzes  ending in  "useless"  -  i .,-^=$@###
##@$=^-,.. was being  bothered by  something  in  a ..,-^=$@##
#@$=^-,... song or movie  or book, so i think,  how ...,-^=$@#
@$=^-,.... would  i  have  done  it,  what  is  the ....,-^=$@
$=^-,..... purpose  of  this  process, what does it .....,-^=$
=^-,...... consist  of...? and through  the process ......,-^=
$=^-,..... more  and more  pieces falls  off  until .....,-^=$
@$=^-,....     i'm standing there with nothing.     ....,-^=$@
#@$=^-,...                                          ...,-^=$@#
##@$=^-,.. reductionist hell -                      ..,-^=$@##
###@$=^-,. i wan't a bottom floor, a concept        .,-^=$@###
##@$=^-,.. bedrock, but the deeper i go the more    ..,-^=$@##
#@$=^-,... abstract they are, the things, until     ...,-^=$@#
@$=^-,.... they cease to be things at all           ....,-^=$@
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=^-,...... are we just stacked triangles? there is  ......,-^=
$=^-,..... nothing i can do with triangles. they    .....,-^=$
@$=^-,.... can not shelter me in any meaningful     ....,-^=$@
#@$=^-,... sense.                                   ...,-^=$@#
##@$=^-,..                                          ..,-^=$@##
###@$=^-,. and when i can't even anchor myself,     .,-^=$@###
##@$=^-,.. when i am nothing but the question, it   ..,-^=$@##
#@$=^-,... feels like it can all slip through my    ...,-^=$@#
@$=^-,.... fingers... "whoops", and nothing ever    ....,-^=$@
$=^-,..... was after that.                          .....,-^=$
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