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#§*~:..... now, usually i feel  good (maybe?),  but .....:~*§#
###§$*:~:. this  time  of  confusion also  leads to .:~:*$§###
##$*~:.... all analyzes  ending in  "useless"  -  i ....:~*$##
#§**::.... was being  bothered  by something  in  a ....::**§#
####§$*::. song or  movie or book, so i think,  how .::*$§####
###§$*:~:. would  i  have  done  it,  what  is  the .:~:*$§###
###§$*:~:. purpose of  this process,  what does  it .:~:*$§###
####$*:~:. consist of...?  and through  the process .:~:*$####
§$$:~..... more  and more  pieces falls  off  until .....~:$$§
#§*~~~....     i'm standing there with nothing.     ....~~~*§#
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###§$*:~:. reductionist hell -                      .:~:*$§###
###§$*:~:. i wan't a bottom floor, a concept        .:~:*$§###
####§*:~:. bedrock, but the deeper i go the more    .:~:*§####
§$$$$*:~:. abstract they are, the things, until     .:~:*$$$$§
###§$*:~:. they cease to be things at all           .:~:*$§###
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§$*~~~:... are we just stacked triangles? there is  ...:~~~*$§
###§$*:~:. nothing i can do with triangles. they    .:~:*$§###
#§§§$*:~:. can not shelter me in any meaningful     .:~:*$§§§#
###§$*:~:. sense.                                   .:~:*$§###
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###§$*:~:. and when i can't even anchor myself,     .:~:*$§###
#§§§$*:~:. when i am nothing but the question, it   .:~:*$§§§#
§$***~.... feels like it can all slip through my    ....~***$§
§$*::..... fingers... "whoops", and nothing ever    .....::*$§
###§$*:~:. was after that.                          .:~:*$§###
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