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¶¤¤\,,,¨¨¨ this  time  of  confusion also leads  to ¨¨¨,,,\¤¤¶
§§§¤§§\«,¨ all  analyzes ending  in  "useless" -  i ¨,«\§§¤§§§
##¶§¤§\«,¨ was being bothered  by  something  in  a ¨,«\§¤§¶##
#¶§¤¤§\«,¨ song  or movie or book,  so i think, how ¨,«\§¤¤§¶#
§¤¤¤\«,¨¨¨ would  i  have  done  it,  what  is  the ¨¨¨,«\¤¤¤§
##¶§¤§\«,¨ purpose of this  process,  what does  it ¨,«\§¤§¶##
¶§§¤§«,,¨¨ consist  of...? and through  the process ¨¨,,«§¤§§¶
#§§««,¨¨¨¨ more  and more  pieces  falls  off until ¨¨¨¨,««§§#
¶§§§¤§\«,¨     i'm standing there with nothing.     ¨,«\§¤§§§¶
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¶¤\\\\\«,¨ reductionist hell -                      ¨,«\\\\\¤¶
§¤\\«,¨¨¨¨ i wan't a bottom floor, a concept        ¨¨¨¨,«\\¤§
§¤§\,¨¨¨¨¨ bedrock, but the deeper i go the more    ¨¨¨¨¨,\§¤§
#§§§¤§\«,¨ abstract they are, the things, until     ¨,«\§¤§§§#
§§§«¨¨¨¨¨¨ they cease to be things at all           ¨¨¨¨¨¨«§§§
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¶§§§¤§\«,¨ are we just stacked triangles? there is  ¨,«\§¤§§§¶
###¶§§\«,¨ nothing i can do with triangles. they    ¨,«\§§¶###
#¶¶§¤§\«,¨ can not shelter me in any meaningful     ¨,«\§¤§¶¶#
##¶§¤§\«,¨ sense.                                   ¨,«\§¤§¶##
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¶¤¤¤¤§\«,¨ and when i can't even anchor myself,     ¨,«\§¤¤¤¤¶
#§§\,,,,¨¨ when i am nothing but the question, it   ¨¨,,,,\§§#
#§¤\\,,¨¨¨ feels like it can all slip through my    ¨¨¨,,\\¤§#
§§§\«,¨¨¨¨ fingers... "whoops", and nothing ever    ¨¨¨¨,«\§§§
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