växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know how  i let  it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear  yellow tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape a  lot.  right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid? if i  really want to,  can i make 
 it  feel  like  there  is  enough of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important -  can i make it feel  like it 
              doesn't matter?