växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells  of old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know how  i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses.  the room 
 changes shape  a lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue   sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid? if i really  want  to, can i make 
 it  feel  like  there  is enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i  make it feel like  it 
              doesn't matter?