växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know how  i let  it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear  yellow tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape a lot.  right  now there's 
 a  blue   sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts  are revolving around time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if i  really want to, can i make 
 it  feel  like  there is enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can  i  make it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?