växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know how  i let  it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape  a lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if  i  really want to, can i make 
 it  feel  like  there  is enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important -  can i make it feel  like it 
              doesn't matter?