växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i don't know  how  i let  it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid?  if i  really want to, can i make 
 it  feel  like  there  is enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can i make it feel like  it 
              doesn't matter?