växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know  how i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape  a  lot. right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving  around time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if i really want to, can  i make 
 it  feel  like there  is  enough  of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can  i  make it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?