växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know how i let  it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes  shape  a lot. right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts  are revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid?  if i really want to, can  i make 
 it  feel  like  there is  enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can  i  make it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?