växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells of old  coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know  how i let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses.  the room 
 changes shape a  lot. right  now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving around  time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if  i really  want to, can i make 
 it  feel like  there  is enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  -  can i make it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?