växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells  of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know how  i  let it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes  shape a lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts  are revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid? if i really want to, can  i  make 
 it  feel  like  there is  enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i  make it feel like  it 
             doesn't matter?