växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment  smells of old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know how i  let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses. the  room 
 changes shape  a  lot. right now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid? if i  really want to, can i  make 
 it  feel  like there  is enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can  i make it  feel like it 
             doesn't matter?