växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know  how i  let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape  a lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are revolving  around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want to,  can i make 
 it feel  like there  is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i  make it feel  like it 
             doesn't matter?