växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment  smells of old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know how  i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted glasses.  the  room 
 changes shape  a  lot. right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts  are revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid? if i really want to,  can i  make 
 it  feel  like there  is  enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can i make it feel  like it 
             doesn't matter?