växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know how  i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes  shape a lot. right  now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are  revolving around time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want to,  can i make 
 it  feel  like  there is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important -  can i make  it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?