växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know how i  let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape a  lot.  right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving  around time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if i really want to, can i  make 
 it  feel  like there  is  enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i make it  feel  like it 
              doesn't matter?