växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know how  i let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving around  time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want  to,  can i make 
 it  feel  like  there  is  enough of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important  - can  i make it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?