växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know how i let  it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape  a lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with   yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving  around time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if i really  want to, can i make 
 it  feel like there  is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i  make it  feel like it 
             doesn't matter?