växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know how  i let  it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a  lot. right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid? if i really want  to,  can i make 
 it  feel like there  is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i make it feel  like  it 
             doesn't matter?