växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know  how i  let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes  shape  a lot. right now there's 
 a  blue   sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid? if i really want  to, can i  make 
 it  feel  like  there is enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can  i make it  feel like it 
             doesn't matter?