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,@,@,@,@,@          ,,,,††## växjö ##††,,,,         @,@,@,@,@@
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,@,@,@,@,@ the apartment smells  of old coffee  and @,@,@,@,@@
,@,@,@,@,@ sweeteners.  i don't know how i  let  it @,@,@,@,,@
,@,@,@,@,@ get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. @,@,@,@,@@
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,@,@,@,@,@ i wear  yellow tinted glasses.  the room @,@,@,@,@@
,@,@,@,@,@ changes shape a lot.  right now  there's @,@,@,@,,@
,@,@,@,@,@ a   blue  sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i @,@,@,@,@@
,@,@,@,@,@    experiment with different colored     @,@,@,@,,@
,@,@,@,@,@       lights. i'm learning things.       @,@,@,@,@@
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,@,@,@,@,@ my thoughts  are revolving  around time, @,@,@,@,@@
,@,@,@,@,@ and the perception of  it. can i make it @,@,@,@,,@
,@,@,@,@,@ rigid? if i really  want to,  can i make @,@,@,@,@@
,@,@,@,@,@ it  feel  like  there is enough  of  it? @,@,@,@,,@
,@,@,@,@,@    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     @,@,@,@,@@
,@,@,@,@,@ important - can  i make it  feel like it @,@,@,@,,@
,@,@,@,@,@              doesn't matter?             @,@,@,@,@@
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