växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i don't know  how  i  let it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape  a lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving  around time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i  really  want to, can i make 
 it feel  like  there  is  enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i  make it feel  like it 
             doesn't matter?