växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know how  i let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape a lot. right  now  there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts  are revolving around time, 
 and the perception  of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i  really  want to, can i make 
 it feel  like  there  is enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important  - can i make it  feel like it 
              doesn't matter?