växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells  of old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know  how  i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes  shape a lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts  are revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid? if i  really want to,  can i make 
 it feel  like there  is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  - can i make it feel like  it 
              doesn't matter?