växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment  smells of old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know how i  let  it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses. the  room 
 changes shape a  lot. right  now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception  of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want to, can  i  make 
 it  feel like  there  is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important  - can i make it  feel like it 
              doesn't matter?