växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know  how i  let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear  yellow tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape a lot.  right  now there's 
 a  blue   sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i  really want to, can i  make 
 it  feel  like  there  is  enough of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i  make it feel  like it 
             doesn't matter?