växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know  how i  let it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear  yellow tinted glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with   yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want  to, can  i make 
 it  feel  like  there is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important  - can i  make it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?