växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know  how i  let it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted glasses.  the  room 
 changes  shape a lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with   yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid? if i really  want to, can i  make 
 it feel  like  there is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i make it  feel  like it 
             doesn't matter?