växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know  how i  let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape a lot.  right  now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with   yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid? if  i really want  to, can i make 
 it  feel like  there is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  -  can i make it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?