växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know how  i let  it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes  shape a lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want to, can i  make 
 it  feel  like  there  is  enough of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i  make  it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?