växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells  of old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know  how i let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape a  lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue   sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving around  time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want  to, can i make 
 it  feel like  there  is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i make it  feel  like it 
              doesn't matter?