växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know  how i  let it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape a lot.  right  now there's 
 a   blue   sofa  with  yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are revolving  around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid? if i  really  want to, can i make 
 it feel  like  there  is  enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can  i make it  feel like it 
              doesn't matter?