växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells  of old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know how  i let it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape a  lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving  around time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want to, can  i make 
 it  feel like there  is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important  - can i make it  feel like it 
             doesn't matter?