växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know how i let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape  a lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with   yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid? if i  really  want to, can i make 
 it feel like  there  is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  - can i make  it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?