växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know  how i let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes  shape a lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving  around time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want  to, can i make 
 it feel  like  there  is  enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can  i make it feel like  it 
              doesn't matter?