växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know  how i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses.  the room 
 changes shape  a lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want to, can i  make 
 it  feel  like there  is enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important  -  can i make it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?