växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know  how i  let it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape a  lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid? if  i really  want to, can i make 
 it  feel  like there is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can i make it feel like  it 
              doesn't matter?