jwh zero eighteen (cannabinoid drug)     
 third report                             
  
                                          
                                          
                                          
 i    felt   the    all    too   familiar 
     constriction of everything, the      
 vividness of sound and  colors, and  the 
         narrowed attention span.         
                                          
 here     it     comes,     i    thought. 
                                          
 some  birds   tweeted   and  the   sound 
    reverberated in my head, seemingly    
 "behind" all other sound,  like when you 
 daydream  and   see   what  you  imagine 
 clearer   than   what   you   look   at. 
                                          
 as  i  walked  toward my bike i  noticed 
 that  there  was a strange humming sound 
 going on, a dark,  metallic,  drone-like 
   monotone thing coming from seemingly   
 all  directions, acting  as  a  backdrop 
           for all other sound.           
                                          
 as  i  rode toward my house i understood 
 that this  hum was  in the  other "sound 
              space" as well.             
                                          
 (i  recorded myself singing in tune with 
 the  sound,  so i  could find it on  the 
 piano   later.  it   was   a  g  sharp). 
                                          
                                          
                                          
                                          
                                          
                                          
                                          
 things  lost  all  sense of  proportion; 
 when i looked at  them  they would  fill 
 my entire vision, and  without  anything 
  changing visually they would oscillate  
 between  being percieved  as  very small 
           or enourmously big.            
                                          
 in  the  middle of the day in  a  forest 
 with  nobody  around,  i  got  struck by 
 fear  and  climbed  a  great  height. my 
 inner  organs  were tugged  by a  second 
 gravity.  this  made me feel  very  ill, 
 but   it  lessened  if  i  complied  and 
 lunged  my  body in the felt  direction. 
                                          
 this  is  when   i   found  a   dark orb