jwh zero eighteen (cannabinoid drug)     
 third report                             
  
                                          
                                          
                                          
 i    felt   the    all    too   familiar 
     constriction of everything, the      
 vividness  of sound and  colors, and the 
         narrowed attention span.         
                                          
 here     it     comes,     i    thought. 
                                          
 some  birds   tweeted   and  the   sound 
    reverberated in my head, seemingly    
 "behind"  all other sound, like when you 
 daydream  and  see  what   you   imagine 
 clearer   than   what   you   look   at. 
                                          
 as  i  walked toward  my bike  i noticed 
 that there was  a strange humming  sound 
 going  on, a dark,  metallic, drone-like 
   monotone thing coming from seemingly   
 all  directions,  acting as  a  backdrop 
           for all other sound.           
                                          
 as i  rode toward my house  i understood 
 that this hum  was  in  the other "sound 
              space" as well.             
                                          
 (i recorded myself  singing in tune with 
 the  sound, so i  could find  it  on the 
 piano   later.   it  was   a  g  sharp). 
                                          
                                          
                                          
                                          
                                          
                                          
                                          
 things  lost  all  sense of  proportion; 
 when i  looked at them  they would  fill 
 my entire vision,  and  without anything 
  changing visually they would oscillate  
 between  being  percieved as  very small 
            or enourmously big.           
                                          
 in the  middle  of  the  day in a forest 
 with  nobody  around,  i  got  struck by 
 fear and  climbed  a  great  height.  my 
 inner  organs were tugged  by  a  second 
 gravity.  this  made me  feel  very ill, 
 but  it  lessened  if  i  complied   and 
 lunged my body  in the  felt  direction. 
                                          
 this   is   when  i  found   a  dark orb